New never actually watched wife have sex. Me and my wife have been together over 10 years on and off. She told me about a couple of her bbc encounters she had while we were separated the one time and since her telling me this I've been fascinated with those stories and fantasize daily about her submitting to bbc. I've finally talked her into making a few accounts and trying to find a bull near us which is super difficult. She admitted she does think about those 2 guys often but thought I was joking about this fetish/fantasy. I guess my ? Is how many of you went into this lifestyle straight and had no interest on playing with the bull but once you got in the heat of the moment got the urge and jerked or sucked the bull off and also got turned out? I have never in my fantasies ever wanted to clean the bull or while watching porn I don't favor bi videos just bbc IR. Going into this we planned on her going on a few dates alone and getting some pics and videos then graduate to me just watching on the sidelines and recording but my wife asked what if you get the urge to join in and touch him? And now she has me thinking does it stop with just watching or will I eventually end up wanting more?