Been a member here for a while, but it's my first time posting. This just happened last week. I went on two back to back business trips for the last couple weeks. While on the second one, she calls me and tells me that she met a guy on Snapchat and went on a date with him. She ended up giving him a blowjob in his car then they got in the back seat and he ate her out. She gave me a lot more details too. Now she is getting an apartment because she wants to be alone for a few months. I think she's going to leave me. I'm absolutely crushed and devastated by this. But at the same time, I find it so hot that she did this. I've jerked off to the thought of her sucking his dick everyday since she told me. I feel like I'm messed up. Honestly, I'd like someone to talk to, either to console or humiliate me. Please feel free to message me. This is never how I pictured it going, but I guess I'm a cuck now.