Hubby had agreed to let me finally try black cock 1 time. But now says NO. He thinks I will become addicted, won’t stop & become a black cock slut?

I am so excited. I finally got my first taste of black cock last night.. literally. My husband and I went out to a club last night with some old friends we met at a wedding who we haven’t seen in years. They said they go there often and said only couples are allowed on Saturdays. It was very nice, fancy and almost felt like a private club. Since we had been to a wedding we were feeling good to the point my hubby was struggling. But he agreed anyway.
 
All I wanted to do was dance but my ******* hubby was not having it so I went out on the dance floor with my girlfriend and sometimes by myself. While I was dancing alone this large stud of a black man grabbed my ass. When I turned he said “oh sorry I thought you were someone else” I said it was ok and he offered to get me a ******* to apologize. I accepted and he offered to show me around the club since he was a member. He said the place was byob and he had a bottle in the back so I followed him since my hubby would never even notice.
 
As he finished up his tour he said he had a room to keep his bottles. He had a private room in the back all to himself. It was very impressive. He made me a vodka and sprite and we started drinking. Well basically... I told him I could not fuck him because my hubby and I agreed both be a part of that if it ever happened. He then pulled out his huge cock. It was so long and thick and dark and just beautiful. He grabbed my hand and I started stroking it and it made me so wet. I was so hard not putting it inside me. While I tried to be good I couldn’t be 100% angel.
 
After “researching” on the internet my hubby read the confessionals and he is worried I won’t need him anymore and he said he could see me giving myself completely to a black bull
Fuck it do it any way talk him back onto a yea leave the house for about 1hr15mins go for a walk then come home andvtell him bout it
 
Here’s the dilemma.. I never told my husband about what happened and I feel guilty. But Holding and sucking my first black cock was everything I imagined and more! The taste of a Black cock is completely different and better than white. His cock was so thick and long and it just felt soooo smooth. I wanted it in me so bad and It took every thing I had not to grab it and put it in me. I also thought I was really good at blowjobs because I can take all of my hubby’s but I will have to work on my gag reflex for black cock. I tried to get it all but that black cock was on a whole different level so I will definitely have to practice.
 
So hubby is still on the fence about me with a black guy and this cuckold thing afraid I’m gonna leave him or just become uncontrollably addicted to black cock. How can I convince him to want it as much as I do? Or should I just keep hiding it from him for now, like I did last night, and hope he eventually comes around because I really don’t think I can resist much longer. Especially now that I have Derriq’s number from last night?
 
After “researching” on the internet my hubby read the confessionals and he is worried I won’t need him anymore and he said he could see me giving myself completely to a black bull
The more I read the comments after reading your initial post, I can't help but agree with some of the comments. Such as "maybe you were never his in the first place." Or "if he trusts you there shouldn't be a problem." I haven't walked a mile in your shoes so I do not know what your current situation is. However, does he sense your hunger for this type of lifestyle consuming you to the point he is irrelevant? Are you happy with your husband in the bedroom or the other aspects of your life and you only seek to deepen the love between the two of you by adding this aspect of intimacy to your lives?

I think the two of you need to have a serious talk about what you want and desire. You may really need to ask yourself if this fantasy is really worth fulfilling at the cost of possibly losing your husband. And if it is, is the hubby really what you are looking for in the first place?

I'm not a psychiatrist. I just think these are questions you need to ask not only of yourself but also of your husband. Otherwise, you are going to eventually feed this desire behind his back. Then your marriage is over.
 
This was me last night after getting home with a ******* husband View attachment 3110967and having to release all that sexual frustration and just wanting that black cock inside me!
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Well damn fuck go find u some ill come from south bend for that pussy and the hubby can chill ******* call yo friends over we can make this a spectator sport
 
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Well damn fuck go find u some ill come from south bend for that pussy and the hubby can chill ******* call yo friends over we can make this a spectator sport
Not as big as ru toy buy i bet ill mak that pussy cry for me and that b4 i even take my dick out
 
The more I read the comments after reading your initial post, I can't help but agree with some of the comments. Such as "maybe you were never his in the first place." Or "if he trusts you there shouldn't be a problem." I haven't walked a mile in your shoes so I do not know what your current situation is. However, does he sense your hunger for this type of lifestyle consuming you to the point he is irrelevant? Are you happy with your husband in the bedroom or the other aspects of your life and you only seek to deepen the love between the two of you by adding this aspect of intimacy to your lives?

I think the two of you need to have a serious talk about what you want and desire. You may really need to ask yourself if this fantasy is really worth fulfilling at the cost of possibly losing your husband. And if it is, is the hubby really what you are looking for in the first place?

I'm not a psychiatrist. I just think these are questions you need to ask not only of yourself but also of your husband. Otherwise, you are going to eventually feed this desire behind his back. Then
I appreciate the advice. I am finding that this is definitely not a black and white issue.
 
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I want to be completely honest with my hubby but from my experiences with men, they have very very fragile egos. There are certain things I want him to know about why I want to do this that would devastate him so I can’t say them. For example, I can’t tell him : 1. I have to fake my orgasms with him because I can barely feel him 2. I think about black cock every time I make myself cum 3. I imagine the size of the cock of every black man I see 4. I want to be Blackowned. If I said any of these things he would never agree to try this so I don’t push it too hard even though it is ALL I want.
 
😂😂😂 the original poster is just some guy living out his fantasy pretending to be a woman. Only guys use that language. PERMISSION lol. Adults don't need permission. A relationship is built on trust and respect. If the op was in one he would know that. Adults can do whatever they chose no permission necessary. Adults know that there are consequences and weigh their options. Adults do not need permission. So GTFOH poser.

tried D&S much? a lot of it is about trust n respect n PERMISSON...like when im not aloud 2 cum til he says so or him saying who else can fuck me...sumtimez its femdom too but i dunno so much bout that lol...check out fetlife.com if u wanna know more :wub:
 
tried D&S much? a lot of it is about trust n respect n PERMISSON...like when im not aloud 2 cum til he says so or him saying who else can fuck me...sumtimez its femdom too but i dunno so much bout that lol...check out fetlife.com if u wanna know more :wub:
He would never go for the sub role. I think he is so self conscious about his cock that he always acts Dom.
 
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