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I agree with all of the above. There is no doubt you go through a transitional stage, and your sexuality shifts and you desire and even worship large cocks, for me its both black and white. They represent everything it is to be an alpha male and everything i wish i could have been as a younger man, but never was or was ever going to be. Its a slippery slope though, i don't think i'll ever not be addicted to the sight, taste, feel or smell of a large cock. I see it and i feel this need to submit to it immediately... doesn't help when the bulls know this and know i'll almost beg for it. I had one ten years ago, who i serviced for around 6 weeks, all he had to do was click his fingers and i'd drop everything and be on my knees 20 minutes later. It was bittersweet though, i hated the wimp cocksucker i'd become but loved it and craved it at the same time, and again sat by the phone waiting for him to call me again, to be ready when he wanted me.
