I was forcibly taken in jail. I heard that ******* happens only in prison and not jail, but I found out the hard way that that isn't true. And to be honest, at first I hated it. When he raped me it was painful, I can only describe it as a 'tearing' into me, slower and slower. I felt that, as a man, I should have been able to defend myself, but he was much bigger than me. In the beginning, I was absolutely terrified. Once he completely penetrated me, I accepted my fate. I accepted that this was happening. I could feel that he was completely in, then he began a slow, but strong and insistent thrusting. The only thing I wanted was for it to be over with quickly. I stopped resisting, relaxed and let him have what he wanted.
Then I realized that I LOVED BEING DESIRED! I could feel his lust, I could feel him breathing down my neck, I could feel the throbbing in his penis. He continued his insistent thrusting, breathing down my spine, he began to kiss my ear, breath in my ear. I actually felt like he was mating with me and felt connected to him. A feeling I never thought I'd feel for another man. Then I remember having such admiration for him, for his power, for his ability to make me his. It felt so right, and I accepted that my place in life was underneath him and it all began to feel so natural. He then picked up the pace of his insistent thrusting, it began to feel like he was going deeper and deeper inside me. I began to feel him poking in my stomach. My heart was racing and I could feel that I was leaking precum. Then my mind raced with worry as I sensed that he was about to cum. I didn't want to suffer the indignity of having a man release his DNA into my body. But I couldn't push him off. Then he did it. I held me tighter, pushed SUPER DEEP into me, let out a groan and I could suddenly feel his penis stiffen even more. His body stiffened and I felt a warm, river gush into my guts as he kissed me on my neck and he said 'Oh. You a sweet bitch!'. And with that, he gave me one final thrust! Afterward, he stayed mounted inside me for a few more seconds. I remember how empty my butt felt once he completely withdrew from inside me. Then I remember wishing he was still inside me. I looked down and I had SOAKED the bed with precum! A couple minutes later I realized that he made me *******! His cum seems to ooze from me for ages. When I walked I felt a squishiness from his cum in my ass. It made me feel sexy that this strange black guy had desired me and mated with me. He gave my butt a quick squeeze and left. Unfortunately I was released at 3am and never saw him again. I never even got his name. I wish I did. I miss that experience. I've let other men fuck me though. Only black and I like them slightly abusive.