YepEvery. Single. Day.
I need to add that my wife is the woman I have the most sexual fantasies about. No other woman I've ever met or seen; in movies, in magazines or on the internet can match her. In my eyes, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and to this day, I can't believe I'm married to her. Even before I shared her with black men, it was like a porn fantasy with the most beautiful adult actress for me every time we made love. Needless to say, witnessing the things she was willing to do sexually with her black lovers supercharged my fantasies about her. The intensity of my fantasies about my wife have not diminished over the years.When I first laid eyes on Amie, I was instantly and forever smitten by her beauty. I thought then that she was way out of my league, and I would have no chance whatsoever with her. Men were drawn to her like bees to a fragrant flower and she was always with one man or another at all times. I ached to be with her like no woman before and my fantasies were filled with us together nude and her going down on me and me on her. I imagined how her smooth breasts would feel pressed against my chest and how her pussy would feel wrapped around my bare cock. I prayed for just one night with her. Little was I to know that this lovely girl that filled my fantasies night and day would one day become my wife!
I was a possessive young man back then who was filled with jealousy as other guys made advances on her. Just because she was married didn't mean she was less desirable to other men, perhaps it made her even more so. She is naturally flirtatious, so these guys felt that they had a good chance to fuck her. I never imagined for one minute then that I would ever want to see her with another man, I was just too possessive. All this changed several years into our marriage. One night after a few too many drinks, she confessed to me that before she met me, many of her lovers were black guys. As a matter of fact, she told me she found them VERY sexy and was attracted to them. At first, I was upset about this but almost immediately got turned on by the idea of my petite little blue eyed blonde beauty taking a big bare black cock up to the hilt.
I was surprised and she was shocked when I blurted out that I would love to have seen her fuck one of those black men. Initially, she was upset at the suggestion, but one thing led to another and eventually she fulfilled my fantasy. I went from her filling my fantasies with me being the man making love to her to overcoming my jealousy and now think about her every day with black men. A day doesn't go by when I don't think about her with black men. It has been a rocky road at times with my jealous feelings being stoked when I saw how much she was into interracial sex and what she was willing to for them sexually. I also was bothered when their cocks were much bigger than mine, I feared what she would think of me after? Would she think less of me? Could I risk losing her if the time happens where she goes black and doesn't come back to me? At times she did things for them she NEVER did for me but while it hurt bad, it remains a turn on for me and supercharges our sex life.
First off i am a widower. So not a day goes by that i don’t fantasies about her. Be in the morning over my coffee or when making my lunch. When i get home there she is to greet me some time in her sweats and other days in her lounge wear. I have continued to buy her sleep sets and lounge wear for trips we will never take. I still have her perfume bottles put aside.Most husbands envision their wives often taking on a black lover behind their back. They often flirt with the notion that their wife is out cheating, and hoping it's with a black man, than any other. But that's the fantasy.
I'd like to know how often any of you harbour such fantasies regarding your wife, whether she's already cucking you or not, do you often imagine what she's doing at home while you're off to work, or if she's chatting with someone on the phone when you aren't looking?
Looking at My Wife
This is what I desire for my wife, and for our marriage: a cuckold future!shango1615.substack.com
Constantly, and since it became a reality i think about it even more. I jerk off to it 3 times a day. Often at work while shes cucking me and sending me texts about the amazing sex.
Definetly
Every waking moment... And while I'm asleep too apparently, lolMost husbands envision their wives often taking on a black lover behind their back. They often flirt with the notion that their wife is out cheating, and hoping it's with a black man, than any other. But that's the fantasy.
I'd like to know how often any of you harbour such fantasies regarding your wife, whether she's already cucking you or not, do you often imagine what she's doing at home while you're off to work, or if she's chatting with someone on the phone when you aren't looking?
Looking at My Wife
This is what I desire for my wife, and for our marriage: a cuckold future!shango1615.substack.com