I'm super frustrated and need help! I'm a cuck completely addicted to BBC. I'm in a relationship with a woman for 13 years. She knows im into bbc porn, but not to wich extend. The truth is I want her to be used by two bbc bulls at the same time. I want them to finish on her face/lips and one inside her. One of my biggest fantisy is to come afterwards to put my little thing inside her mixing with his juice. Smelling all that cock and cum on her face is a major turn on, and i want to suck the cum of her lips. Feeling how loose she feels around my clitty after a real mans been using her.
You can probably see how this is somewhat hard to talk to her about. Insted i've been trying to manipulate her into BBC lust for some time now. I've been watching alot of bbc porn while she is there. She is not a big fan of porn, but are a big slut deep down. I talk about BBC often and about how women with black bulls cums much harder in all the porn vids i see etc.
When watching bbc porn together I ask if she think she would be able to take a big cock like that in your pussy? Asking just to put the picture in her mind of that delicious BBC in her pussy.
She tells me she dont like porn being so much in focus if we have sex or fooling around. I just want her to see all these women shaking from BBC. Thinking this will turn her brain over time. Seems like every time we take three steps, they are followed by two back steps.
She dont like to watch the porn with me, but she is very interested when i tell her about porn vids i come across.
I told her about a small dick cuck who wanted his wife to suck BBC, so she did while her cuck was fucking her. But sucking all that delicious BBC made her want him inside of her, in wich my gf replies "Of course she did!" I kept on telling that the cuck commented that was not part of the deal, but she pulls him inside no matter what. She suck her boyfriend while being fucked hard by bull until she starts cumming HARD! Like her husband never seen before. He starts to cry, but she is so hot she cannot stop. The bull fucks her to another even harder orgasme, and the hubby burst out in full tears! Even the bull felt bad and wanted to stop, but she insisted on him keep fucking her even though she could see how upset hubby was.
I could see my GF big eyes while i told her the story and she replies "Poor guy! Must have been hard seeing his wife give in, and feeling so good she did not care about his feelings"
She came to me later the same day and said she could not stop thinking about that poor guy in the porn vid i told her about. But then she said, "He should not had ask her to suck his big black cock if he wasnt ready for her ofc wanting more!"
I answered " Yes some guys cant handle it. Like this other vid i watched, where a big black bull is fucking a white wife so hard she cums like crazy. She looked like she was having seizure, shaking hard. The white cuck got scared asking again and again if she was alright, while she was having the best orgasm of her life."
My gf replies "Oh No! He didn't understood what he was watching! Oh my god, thats sad!"
I told her I also thought it was sad, but also very much a big turn on for me. He didnt knew what a BBC could do. She came so hard she could bearly get out "im fine!" Something so dirty about it made me very horny!
My gf reply " I bet it was! It is probably not wierd being turned on by that."
I think she is starting to get used to the ide of BBC inside her, but feel shes not ready just yet.
Sometimes when I fuck her i also muster up the courage to say: "You deserv more, much more, much bigger!" "You want more? bigger?" She always moan yes, and get super wet!
I dont know how to make her take a bbc without us having to talk about it, wich is a big no no for me. Im afraid she will find out i want BBC also. What can i do to. I want this so bad!
Just open your heart to your partner. Otherwise it is not worth it and it could even ruin your relationship
