That's why the best sex is always the one in the mind. I also had my share of sexual experiments when younger and more risk-loving. At my current age it no longer feels worth the risk. Someone on this site told me last year about gloryholes in Amsterdam, and I masturbated to that fantasy of making a sex tour to Amsterdam to suck 100 black construction workers' dicks over the weekend, but I won't actually do it. I'm living/ working in a conservative country now and don't ever want to see the doctor and have to admit that I did that.
I'm convinced that Gloryholes are more characterized by lack of size than size. Because these are guys who don't dare to meet you in person, middle aged unfit guys who don't come to orgies and strip in front of others, etc.
Some guys have longer pubic hair than their dicks. I'm serious. It's that bad.
As for what it means to be a woman in such a place...
I'm sure they always thought I was *******. Because the anticipation is really more than the actual act. I have said before that I'm the blushy type. My face is always totally red even at the door, because I'm so excited. (And humiliated, I should care to add. I never dare meet the eyes of men outside.)
BTW, always bring knee pads. It helps a lot. Not having painful knees allows you to stay longer and immerse yourself in the atmosphere.
As a woman I've always found that stimulating my own genitalia doesn't do it for me. I need bigger things, like the right atmosphere, to get off. When I'm in a trance and just sucking cock after cock and smells pervade the air, it's not quite an orgasm, but the heightened sense of sex, all focused on one point, is very intense. My mouth is just working away, and I can't think of anything else except the growing dick, and the reward I'll get eventually.
Having told you about small dicks above, why go to a gloryhole instead of hiring a male stripper? Because the guys always have something big for you. Professional sex guys are always low on sperm. The guys who come to gloryholes are really backed up and will cum and cum and cum for literally half a minute. I'm always thinking, wow! Wow! WOW! WOWW! WOWWW!
It's a three inch or something tinny dick, but the sperm keeps coming!
That's what sex is! Women extract semen from men! The stuff you see on gloryhole.com (and most big black pornstars) is so pathetic because these guys can't come! These BBC are only for show!
Black Men are mostly showers. Asian men are mostly growers.
My first experience with what I call a talented grower was awesome. A 1.5 inch micropenis that started out shorter than the surrounding pubic hair, became eight inches gradually in my mouth. He was firm, not like that Diesel guy. It was real sex; this was a real man. I'll write about that some other time. I can't tell you how exhilarating it was. I didn't actually deep throat the dick like some porn star since I'm pretty bad at that, but I really started pulling on it with both hands. My heart was pounding away like crazy because it was so awesome to have a dick where you can hold with both hands and still have plenty of meat to put in your mouth.
I've gone on too much, but got to add this:
wear a dress.
I normally wear pants. Not just normally, practically always. I only wear dresses and skirts when I want sex. If you want to masturbate while sucking, a dress is a must. I also had this play where I would lift my dress to my neck, and let the men cum all over me, and later depart covered with lots of cum and my dress sticking to me. It felt sexy beyond measure. I would go home and masturbate ten times and fall asleep without bathing. I find that the smell and the tactile sensation of sticky hot sperm is indescribable. It must be instinct or something.
I once tried a condom play. Figured I could try extracting everybody's sperm, and go home and eat it all. I imagined some porn scene at home where I pour all that sperm in a mug and ******* it up while leisurely watching porn and masturbating. But whatever you see in porn, doesn't quite work in real life. It's kinda irritating and not all that fun to try and milk a guy through a condom. Especially when (sad to say) most of the gloryhole guys have small dicks so condoms will slip off! It's practically sex with plastic bags. Furthermore when you start using a condom and hands, the guy tends to think that you are a gay man and gets turned off. I shudder to think of the awkwardness back then. The fantasy is so different from the reality.
Once I brought a dildo and fucked myself while sucking dick. That was really fun.
I can't really describe what happened. It was like, I'm getting sensory stimulation down there, and I'm also focusing on licking and sucking up there. Everything passed like in a trance. But this is more than sucking a guy's dick while fucking another, because don't forget, I'm the one who has to fully control the dildo. I was literally lost in a world of sex.
Best of all, I left the dildo inside me and walked out like that, with a dick inside me and sperm sticking to my face and body. I went home, took the dildo out, sucked it and fucked myself some more. This single Saturday night adventure satisfied all my sexual needs for months. Meaning, guys, I did not even think any sexual thoughts for months. Zero interest. I thought I had become like one of these female animals; after going in heat and mating, no more interest in sex until next mating season. So I never did it again. Even though I don't think about sex even 1/10 as often as men, I don't actually like being completely sexless for a long time.
