It’s been almost 5 years for me . Don’t regret it at all . Trying to please my wife or other women when we were swingers was so stressful. I was always small , self conscious, and awkward . I’ve since learned and been feminized and now enjoy experiencing sex through my mouth and anal . I know I can receive pleasure and give it . I can just let go and enjoy . My disappointment is not all bulls want the cuck involved , but I must respect their decision. My wife also loves and encourages my crossdressing and meeting men alone . I feel like I’ve found myself , probably some latent homosexuality, but I know I’m still a good husband, just not in the bedroom .