Hello,
I often go abroad due to my job. These trips are business trips, we go as a team, so that my husband can't join me. We usually don't go to a specific country, but different countries every time. My husband is completely ok with me fucking other men, but since I have some concerns, I've only been able to do it once, no matter how much I want to. Some of my fears:
- Fear of getting caught: Since I'm into the lifestyle, I'm buying lots of dresses, shoes, etc. that make me feel like a slut when I wear them, but my coworkers know I'm married, so the thought of getting caught while flirting with men in those clothes at nightclubs makes me very nervous. Therefore, I don't go to places like that very often.
- Privacy: I don't want my real identity to be revealed. The hotel rooms I stay in usually have double beds, so I can take a man into the room if I want, but since the room is reserved in my name, if the man I fucked convinces the receptionist, he can learn my identity.
- Going to another man's house / hotel room: Since I'm going to someone I just met, I won't know his character. He might have set up a hidden camera etc. and blackmail me.
Dating apps: They usually ask for a phone number and a face photo/facebook profile. Are there any apps where I can be completely anonymous?
I have been getting wet with the dream of this for years, I even see myself getting fucked by other men in my dreams but I haven't been very active because of such thoughts. Do you have such concerns, how do you deal with them?
