i would never forget the day my Wife first made me eat Her Lover's cum from Her vagina. It happened more than 20 years ago. It was a traumatic experience for me. i hated the taste, the humiliation, the emasculation... i still remember the feeling, down there. i think that was the day i knew what was really my place. Up to that moment i still believe i could be an Alpha Man. The time pass by, and i don't hate any more Alpha Men's Cum, specially BBC cum. my Wife mocks me saying "Alberto la leche está servida" (Albert milk is served), a famous saying from my childhood. i still feel humiliated and emasculated, but i don't hate eating cum anymore. my feelings change to a mix of admiration for the Alpha Men, jealousy and envy. When i have to eat BBC cum, my feeling are stronger. i worship my Wife BBC Masters and i worship Their Cum. i have to say that i'm not gay. i still feel aroused by my Wife and other Women, even though i haven't had sex with a Woman for years.