my step sister got me into this lifestyle at a very young age. it all started when I was cruel to her because she liked Black Guys in school. After getting enough of my cruelty she got her Black Boyfriends to give me a hard beat down and then They constantly bullied me. From then on I did my sister's homework for her, I did her chores, and anything else she required. Growing up like this, I developed a craving for real (not role play) beat downs, bullying, heavy duty punishment and severe racial degradation.