How it started? My best friend in high school were nerds so without girls we wound up frotting and jerking each other off. To this day I regret not sucking him off, it would have saved a lot of time. My first wife was a stripper and we swung, eventually with another couple with a bi husband. I became a casual bisexual, still alpha, dominant, a power bottom, and masculine from my military infantry days so only romantically into women but found cocks sexy. Second wife was also open minded so plenty of bi adventures here and there - I always liked watching my women be desired, well fucked, and happy. Third wife, not so into male on male, but as with the prior ex wives she's in the adult industry so she looked the other way if I wanted a good pegging or a cock to suck or ride. The fateful day that I finally met my now ex BBC Daddy, it all changed. I met my ex Daddy through a long time lady friend who knew I liked cock and crossdressing, we were totally open so she also knew I wanted to try Black Cock. Her new husband worked at a gay bar and knew my ex Daddy and brought him over when I was visiting to finally meet my lady friend's new hubby, get to know him, suck his cock, and let him fuck me. It turns her on...haha. Unfortunately my ex Daddy was totally gay but willing to fuck women for OF content and what not, but when we hit it off in private and I first took his still limp Black Cock in my mouth, felt it grow and grow and didn't stop until it hit 9.5" of ebony penile perfection, I knew I was hooked. The weight of it, the scent, the power, I had to have Daddy take and fuck my pussy with his BBC. For the first time ever I got on all fours in the position of submission as a true submissive to offer Daddy my pussy. I was no stranger to pegging and white or Latin cock, but Daddy was massively thick and as I said 9.5", so when we finally managed to apply enough lube and he got that entire superior Black Cock up my stretched hole I was in pain but with a sense of pride and accomplishment for taking Daddys BBC and being the best slut I could be. When the burning subsided Daddy proceeded to strip away my manhood by gripping my hips and taking what's his. I had never been fucked so powerfully and hard, I truly felt like his little sissy. When he finally was finished using me Daddy slammed up into me to the hilt, big balls deep, and I felt his huge BBC start to flex and pulse and he grunted so I knew he absolutely was making me his bitch by breeding me and shooting ropes of powerful Black cum deep inside me. The whole thing was just so erotic, moving, and frankly life altering that without touching myself my cock, now my clitty, sissygasm'd and I shot my tiny load on the bedspread while we was still blessing me by pumping Black cum in me. I went from favoring women as a bi man who only played with men to being full blown gay for Black Men as a submissive BBC addicted sissy slut bimbo whore faggot. He's the first man I've ever kissed and shaved my body for because I was a mix of in love-lust and cockdrunk and the first man I've ever wanted to date. My 3rd ex was not pleased, she caught me kissing Daddy and I asked her if she'd be open to a Black Owned relationship but not only was Daddy gay but she was furious. Along with some other issues that finally drove me to divorce her - among other structural reasons she didn't support me in what was now one of if not the most important thing to me, having a Black Man in my life as a true lover. Her and I split, and women have always come easy to me since I'm tall, fit, relatively good looking, and successful. I viewed it as a chance to find a woman that would want to be my BBC hotwife and open to even living with our Black Boyfriend. Ultimately Daddy and I split and I've been on the hunt since, but I did meet a tiny hot spinner chick in Mexico while surfing that's as into Black Men as I am. Getting to know her was hilarious, she was afraid to tell me she worked as a stripper and an ******* so when I told her that just makes me like her more and that as a matter of fact I'd want her able to fuck anyone she wanted but that I while she may think I'm an alpha and dominant because of my career and how I carry myself in public, but behind closed doors I'm a Black addicted sissy looking for that tall, fit, dark skinned alpha dominant hot Black Man who hopefully also has a beer can thick 12" uncut Black Cock that would dominate and own me, tolerate me sucking his BBC, letting me worship it, and since new Daddy would be straight tolerate a BBC fag like me as his girlfriend while I learn to femme up for him. My new girl fucking LOVED it, working on getting her up to the US. She's going to help me femme up even. I told her the first Bull we ever have I want her to tell Him she loves him after the first few orgasms as Im right there vibing my caged clitty and fucking myself with a Dredd dildo watching or recording, beg Him to breed her with his virile and potent Black cum directly into her womb - and itd probabky be both of us begging Daddy to breed her, and if not to cum on the wedding ring I will have gotten her so I can lick it clean before cleaning them up, refreshing their drinks, and fluffing our new Bull for her if they desire. Maybe fuck our new Daddy in her wedding dress.Id love her all the more for all that. Told her to fuck hot Black Men she meets in the restroom at the club if she wants...I mean, I would and have. Ill drive them to the house or hotel so tney can play in tbe back seat. In the meantime still hunting for our future Black Boyfriend, maybe even future Black Husband we can be sister slutwives for. When her and I get married, we want us both walking down the aisle with at least a couple loads of.Black cum inside us while we say our vows. If we ever find that idea Black Man to marry, Hedo resort wedding, her and I in slutty wedding dresses, our permanent QoS and Black Cock Slut tattoos showing, my clitty caged, my pussy plugged, and the wedding night is a BBC creampie gangbang for both of us with our new Husband's Black friends. The plan when she gets here is that I'll start a porn production company for her that focuses on BNWO, interracial, shemales and their hot girldicks, female bodybuilders, hot hung Black Men, the white women that love and lust for them, and their white husbands who secretly want to suck their Black Cocks if they haven't already had the honor of a BBC. I love shemales, probably because I'm a sissy for Black Men and would be open to going full shemale is I had a Black Husband that asked it of me, and I love female bodybuilders as well. I think the Black Owned niche is underserved, so may as well since the overhead on the production company is low, and it allows us to meet more Black Men open to being my Owner and my girls Bull then seeing where it goes. If I came home and found her in the living room fucking a Black Man she met that morning that I've never met or heard of before, I'd love her all the more for it. If she'd talk him into letting me lick her clit while he fucks her, maybe let me lick his balls, or let me suck his cock, all icing on the cake. I live in Central Florida so there's always Fantasyland in Tampa to hit for porn theater exhibitionism and gloryholes to suck random cock or back up to if a BBC comes through the hole and wants to crrampie, Secrets Hideaway swing club, and Club Orlando for the gay bathhouse scene. Little something for anyone wanting to get dirty. My vanilla best friend lives in Atlanta, so will also be hanging out there to meet people. So.....as you can kind of tell, I love Black Men, adore them, worship them, cherish every time I've been Blacked, and am so thankful to have met a woman who when finding out Im gay for strong Black Men but loves women she thanked me for coming into her life. I just want a life where I can regularly watch the QoS BBC slut hotwife love of my life fuck the Black Man I love and that owns us and hopefully brings his Black friends around, all in a loving household. Hopefully a life where I can leverage the LLC I'll found for her to leave corporate America, get away from the morality clause in my contract, and not have to worry about being unmasked on film sucking Black Cock with my hotwife or building community around the Black Owned lifestyle.