If you said to me 15 years ago, you'll fall in love and marry a very submissive, bisexual man, with a small penis and very few alpha male qualities, i'd died laughing. That would have been everything opposite I found/ find attractive in a male, yet here I am. Happiest i've ever been in my life. Women, especially those divorced and looking again, don't realise that with those few deficiencies, there are a lot of positives.
You'll have a husband who is loyal beyond belief, happily monogamous (very rare these days) will understand short/ long periods of celibacy and not ever complain, learns to rely on masturbation, never desires another woman (they also don't tend to desire cucks as well, so win win) works hard to make/ keep you happy, showers you with gifts (if you're an active hotwife, it becomes ridiculous how he wants to spend his money on you.)
Mine, is my best friend, and he is my husband and my partner in crime, like a girlfriend you can share anything with. More middle aged single women should seek them out I think, they make life so much easier and simpler
