There is a very special breed of white men that arouses me. I’m wildly aroused by white men who are addicted to anal pleasures.
An anal addict is someone who can’t go a day without putting something in their ass. You wear butt plugs . . . in public . . . regularly. You plan weekends where you pull out your toys and your poppers and your lube and you ride your toys until your pussy is sore yet you keep riding. You forget about time, the thought of food becomes a distraction, keeping you from that pleasure you feel when your asslips are stretched around a fat dildo. You’re so twisted, even taking a big, hard *******, pushing it out, reminds you of a dick penetrating your cunt and sends shivers up your spine.
You have a setup. You like seeing those dildos going in and out in the mirror. You love seeing your gaping hole, abused and raw. You have a routine. You go from small to big, feeling the stretch, feeing the pain. But it’s only the sort of pain that lingers right on the edge of pleasure. You can’t take a shower without sticking your fingers in your ass. You have a dildo mounted to the wall that you use daily. Sometimes you give yourself enemas to make space and make sure everything is clean. Other times, you can’t wait, you need to feel full. How many times have you thrown away all your dildos, with the hopes that you might be able to be a real man, not such an anal whore, only to buy more toys, bigger toys, to fill up that cavernous hole that controls your destiny?
There’s nothing more arousing to you than seeing cum, multiple loads of cum dripping from your insides. At the end of the day, when your coworkers want to go out and get a *******, all you want is to go home and fill your asshole with toys. You don’t want to go out and be social, go to parties or clubs, unless you think you can get fucked at the end of the night. You scroll Grindr obsessively, looking for the biggest BLACKEST dick you can find , the thickest dick, the hardest dick that will pound your hungry manpussy all night long. You settle for little white dicks at times simply because they make you feel even more depraved. It makes you feel like even more of a filthy whore, knowing that you will gladly bend over and spread your asscheeks for an inferior, anonymous perverted white men with little cock to fuck your hungry asshole.
The ******* you feel when you have a big, hard dick in your asshole, rubbing your prostate, making your caged dick leak, pushing into your colon, making your eyes roll back in your head, gives you the sensation of being in heaven. You’ve called out from work, multiple times, for no other reason because you are so horny, so addicted to getting fucked, that you opt to stay home and watch porn and ride your dildos because you are such a fucking anal addict. There is no ******* more powerful to you, more intoxicating than that the feeling of the head of a huge dick, rubbing on your hole, pushing its way inside you, exploring the depth of your asshole, and fucking you senseless.
That’s the sort of white man who turns me on.
