After sharing my ex with another guy we eventually split due to lack of discretion on my part. Its been few yrs but i still think about it. I get turned on with hotwife porn and wish to experience again. The only thing i regret is being present when it happened instead of letting them play alone because then I woulda had something to jerk off too. It was either watch in person or watch on video. All i have left is few pics and short vids of us playing and talking bout BBC. Which are mostly edited but i still cum watching n hearing her talk nasty. Anybody else in same type of situation? How long has it been? Have ur craving/fantasies decreased or increased over time?