Any other guys curious but scared by this "lifestyle"?

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You can't manage it... And the more you look and talk about it... The more addicted you are gonna get... Its like a *******... And when you have a sample... You are hooked.. That is how it happened to me... trying white pussy for the first time... I was just thinking about it... and looking... Just like you... Oh well... Love it now and have accepted that I love white pussy..
 
I think I may have become addicted to POV humiliation porn. ( anybody here familiar with that?)Its about all I masturbate to now. And IR is like icing on the cake for me ! Now I have found this site and it seem to be more real. At least I think it is real. and there are real people Bulls, cuckolds, and hot women that are turned on by this as much as I am. I believe what happens between consenting adults behind closed doors is there business > It is however not something im ready to go public with. And that is why I have been hesitant to send in pictures for my verification. Im on the " fence " about that...
 
yes , it’s addictive, I’ve been in lifestyle 10 years , my dic is small 3 inches , rarely gets hard , but I love and want it that way , been trying to convince current wife to try bbc , no luck yet , bout ready to give up on her , and seek bbc for me , been bi curious for bbc anyways for long time , I think I need bbc in my life right now ,
 
Yeah its scary.Never had experience myself.Its just something you know, and I know I am a cuck. I think a lot of especially white guys are. But as guys, its hard to acknowledge other guys giving your partner more pleasure. Seems like you are not doing your job. On the other hand, you can pretend, and thats probably worse. Its a big step, I mean other men are going to fuck your wife, sometimes in front of you. But I like to think of it as, letting go of that idea of ownership, and nothing could be more reinforcing than watching another man in your wife.
 
Yea i think about it...when i come fucking her my eyes are closed and i vision her getting split open with a massive BBC i cant cum unless i envision that...big black shaft her on top and rivers of cum sliding down his cock. i cant do it...just cant...maybe a bucket list.
 
I think the only thing to be scared of is her falling in love with him which is extremely easy for her....he's touching her in places you can't and she wants to feel that again....also they don't pull out so there is a real risk of him giving her his baby which she may even want at this point.
 
Thanks. From lurking i see there plenty of guys who are fully into this. Im not sure i want to go there. In fact I know i don't want this to take over my life.

I guess I'm interested in connecting with guys that are sorta resistant to the idea but also can't stay away. Cuz that's where I'm at and i want to know how to manage it.
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Its important to understand the dopamine effect. Having said that, I am still an average guy in the lifestyle
 
Thanks. From lurking i see there plenty of guys who are fully into this. Im not sure i want to go there. In fact I know i don't want this to take over my life.

I guess I'm interested in connecting with guys that are sorta resistant to the idea but also can't stay away. Cuz that's where I'm at and i want to know how to manage it.
I started out the same way then it got to the point where big black cocks n white girls was the only thing that would get me hard
 
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