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I find this fantasy hot as well. But it would likely ruin other aspects of my life. And my husband's.

Be honest, direct, and unapologetic about your fantasies. Make the goal two-way open communication about both your fantasies and desires, rather than focusing on satisfying your kink. Also, once you've shared yours, reassure her continually that you love her, that you want no one else, and...

Here's a fairly comprehensive explanation of why bigger is often a world apart from average... https://xhamster.com/posts/834794

I agree. I portayed a narrow view of the lifestyle because it turned me on. I don't judge women who are indiscriminate sluts for BBC, but for me, a black man who could command me with his intellectual, emotional, and sexual mastery was always the ultimate attraction.

Well written, deeply insightful, and stimulating on a physical and intellectual level, as always. I must admit to promoting a few "lies" myself, or at least portraying selective truths about interracial sex for my own excitement and gratification. Up until a few months ago, my husband and I...

If you're not at the point where you can talk openly with your girlfriend about both your fantasy and your inner conflict, then you are not ready to enter this lifestyle as a couple. I would suggest first deciding for yourself if you really want this or not (including being able to manage...

Yes, this is where I have decided to go... https://www.blacktowhite.net/threads/the-lifestyle-and-hard-choices.132945/#post-1935458

I don't know what "most couples" would do in our situation. I am turned on by the power play and by dominating my husband and by the thought of watching my bulls, and one past bull in particular, dominate him. But hubby now finds that scenario revolting and is moving in the opposite direction...

It wasn't my place to experiment with my bulls, they did what they want to me. If they asked me to eat their ass or play with it I would. But i was only ever asked to rim or clean my bulls asses, never to rub a prostate or penetrate them anally.

You have a deep understanding of psychology that helps me understand and accept myself and my actions. Thank you.

I'm truly grateful for what you've shared, and I completely agree that we are socialized against this kind of role reversal. I love the tip about watching hands free orgasm porn. In fact i have watched it and loved it, so would be easy to have hubby watch with me or "catch" me. The rabbit...

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It is definitely an addiction. I've been through periods where all I thought about was sex with my bull(s) -- I snuck every opportunity I had to fuck them, and was on-call 24-7. My life revolved around sex with them. When I was sex-crazed and cock *******, I would occasionally do things that...

Bareback feels MUCH better. I only go bareback with hubby and my 2 bbc steady boyfriends and get tested every quarter. That said, I've slipped up occasionally.

I'm Em, 29, been shared by my bf turned polyamorous husband for 9 years. I blog about some of my experiences and lifestyle lessons here: https://xhamster.com/users/emsplayhouse/blog This repeats what is posted on my profile, but since it seems many people don't read the About tab of profiles...

"Tell me you're my little slut" "Whose pussy is this?" "Tell me you belong to me."

9 years shared. still learning and growing.

Hubby (then boyfriend) first shared me when I was 20. I'm now almost 30 (!)

Thank you so much for your encouragement and for sharing your story.

I do on my XH page here... http://xhamster.com/user/emsplayhouse