I understand that this is reckless. But I whont to know that my body is being viewed by black men. I'm married and I'm not a whore - and my desires are a shame. But this is stronger than me. I don't know when it started, but the thirst to see naked black men and secretly fantasize about meeting them, about the desire to experience their violence against me, obtain black seed inside No I'm really crazy if I confess it