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PART ONE Firstly I have to admit that I have always felt that I was more voyeuristic than most men.From an early age I was happiest looking at porn and wanking.As a young man I was fortunate enough to be a good looking guy,and never had a problem attracting girls.Unfortunately,I was never very good when it came to having sex.I loved to see my girlfriends dressed in tarty undies and preferred to watch them playing with a dildo or vibrator,and wanking myself as I watched,rather than fucking them.This wasn't to many of these girls liking,no doubt.And many of my relationships didn't last too long.Although this didn't stop my particular link.Eventually I got my first place on my own and my porn collection soon grew fast,and also a collection of panties I began to get or steal from girlfriends.I would watch porn naked and wrap the panties round my cock and wank myself crazy,sometimes I would lay on the sofa wearing panties and rubbing my cock. Relationships I had often became short lived as my kinky side escalated.A lot of my girlfriends thought I was weird,and dumped me quickly.I began to fantasize about other guys fucking whatever girl I was dating at the time.Eventually I tried to suppress my feelings,and eventually met Lynne,my wife.Although she was older than myself,she was shy and inexperienced.We soon ended up married,and I slowly introduced her into wearing kinky underwear,and my kinky side began to emerge once again.Thankfully my wife enjoyed our bedroom antics,and soon she became more confident.She began to change slowly,dying her hair blonde and wearing sexy dresses.My sexual performance improved some too,and I could actually give her a half decent fuck,especially after is had a few drinks to make me last longer.One drunken night,we were fucking in bed,when I had the courage to tell her I wanted to watch her being fucked by another man.I waited for her to explode in rage,but to my delight she was so excited,and we had the best sex of our lives.