When did you think of your first cuckold fantasy?

[wsbl2013]

When did you have your first thought about the cuckold fantasy?

I remember thinking about the cuckold fantasy before it became popular, even before I had access to the internet at home, let alone before there were porn sites.

In 2004, when I was 16, I had my first girlfriend. She was a 15 year old white girl with curly hair, green eyes and very pretty.

It wasn't often, but sometimes I would masturbate imagining her having sex with older black men. I didn't understand why I thought that, but it was something that turned me on, although at the time I didn't think it could ever be a reality.

Today I understand the fetish and its elements, but I find it curious that I had these thoughts before knowing the cuckold culture.

 

[whiteboicuckie]

In high school. In the locker room the difference between my tiny boi dick and the manly (4 times bigger) equipment possessed by the well developed black studs made me feel sexually inferior already as a young man.
When my biggest crush, a really cute next door girl I’ve known for several years but never dared to kiss, started to ask questions about one of the black guys….is he nice, does he have a six pack, does he a steady girlfriend….and of course…you who change in the same locker room and showers at the same time…is he ahem…big..?
I answered all questions, without understanding why, also started to talk about his positive sides and how well built he was. Finally also proposing to introduce her to him at a coming party.
Her happy acceptance gave me what I later understand was my cuckold thrill. Humiliation by introducing my crush (being friend was better than nothing) to a boy way more masculine and with way more sex-appeal than m….and arousement when it took him 10 minutes of flirting before they were making out in front of all people.
I walked her home after the party and she told me all about how sexy and handsome he was and thanking me for being such a good friend.

Needless to say it was the first of many nights I wanked thinking of her riding him and moaning with delight.

 

[wit]

In high school. In the locker room the difference between my tiny boi dick and the manly (4 times bigger) equipment possessed by the well developed black studs made me feel sexually inferior already as a young man.
When my biggest crush, a really cute next door girl I’ve known for several years but never dared to kiss, started to ask questions about one of the black guys….is he nice, does he have a six pack, does he a steady girlfriend….and of course…you who change in the same locker room and showers at the same time…is he ahem…big..?
I answered all questions, without understanding why, also started to talk about his positive sides and how well built he was. Finally also proposing to introduce her to him at a coming party.
Her happy acceptance gave me what I later understand was my cuckold thrill. Humiliation by introducing my crush (being friend was better than nothing) to a boy way more masculine and with way more sex-appeal than m….and arousement when it took him 10 minutes of flirting before they were making out in front of all people.
I walked her home after the party and she told me all about how sexy and handsome he was and thanking me for being such a good friend.

Needless to say it was the first of many nights I wanked thinking of her riding him and moaning with delight.

Good to know other white boys were intimidated in the locker room. She like knowing you found her hot but still recognized he was the much more masculine and better man? She ever discuss penis size with you? Or how you felt inadequate

 

[38hsquirter]

My wife was had several affairs. Each time I caught her she said she would stop. At first, I believed her. One time in bed, I asked her what was so great about the affairs. The first thing she told me was she got the attention she wanted. The second thing was they were all much bigger than me. The third thing really destroyed me. She had a great figure at the time, 34H-26-36. She told me I couldn't satisfy her and she needed someone her sexual equal. She said she loved me but she needed the full feeling a big cock gave her.

When I knew she was cheating on me and fucking someone at that moment, I started masturbating trying to visualize her being fucked by her lover with a big cock. One day, I walked in and caught them. I couldn't believe she could take anything that size. Her lover enjoyed lording over me and humiliating me. From that day on, my role a cuckold was in the open.over

 

[whiteboicuckie]

Good to know other white boys were intimidated in the locker room. She like knowing you found her hot but still recognized he was the much more masculine and better man? She ever discuss penis size with you? Or how you felt inadequate

She did discuss penis size with me, asking if he was very much bigger than me. Blushing like a tomato I had to say, yes he was…how much bigger…blushing even more I told her maybe 4-5 times bigger than me.
she smiled and said that size isn’t everything…it’s important, but not everything.

 

[Kinkcuck0402]

My wife was had several affairs. Each time I caught her she said she would stop. At first, I believed her. One time in bed, I asked her what was so great about the affairs. The first thing she told me was she got the attention she wanted. The second thing was they were all much bigger than me. The third thing really destroyed me. She had a great figure at the time, 34H-26-36. She told me I couldn't satisfy her and she needed someone her sexual equal. She said she loved me but she needed the full feeling a big cock gave her.

When I knew she was cheating on me and fucking someone at that moment, I started masturbating trying to visualize her being fucked by her lover with a big cock. One day, I walked in and caught them. I couldn't believe she could take anything that size. Her lover enjoyed lording me and humiliating me. From that day on, my role a cuckold was in the open.

Wife caught me masterbating to IR porn and thats how it started

 

[wit]

She did discuss penis size with me, asking if he was very much bigger than me. Blushing like a tomato I had to say, yes he was…how much bigger…blushing even more I told her maybe 4-5 times bigger than me.
she smiled and said that size isn’t everything…it’s important, but not everything.

Haha, did she ever get to hold yours or have you send her pics? Or tease you by kissing Black guys in front of you?

 

[wit]

My wife was had several affairs. Each time I caught her she said she would stop. At first, I believed her. One time in bed, I asked her what was so great about the affairs. The first thing she told me was she got the attention she wanted. The second thing was they were all much bigger than me. The third thing really destroyed me. She had a great figure at the time, 34H-26-36. She told me I couldn't satisfy her and she needed someone her sexual equal. She said she loved me but she needed the full feeling a big cock gave her.

When I knew she was cheating on me and fucking someone at that moment, I started masturbating trying to visualize her being fucked by her lover with a big cock. One day, I walked in and caught them. I couldn't believe she could take anything that size. Her lover enjoyed lording me and humiliating me. From that day on, my role a cuckold was in the open.

He like how humbled you got seeing her that way?

 

[wit]

Wife caught me masterbating to IR porn and thats how it started

What was her first reaction? She tell many of her girl friends? Any that teased you about it one on one later?

 

[Rodgersmith1]

Reading penthouse form paperbacks they came out monthly… I noticed my favorite stories were the ones where there was a married white wife that was kind of shy but was seduced by a well built Black lover…. I was a young but I remember reading those particular stories and I would cum almost with no contact the moment I read the Black lover releasing his fertile seed deep inside her unprotected and her falling in love just feeling him cum deeper than her husband.

 

[Shecuckedme]

My first thoughts about it were when my wife was talking about her coworkers bulge that ran part way down his thigh and looked really thick, she went on and on about it and I got so turned on!

 

[SanDiegoBlack]

One question.....When a white couple takes on a black male lover, is it more for her to crossover, while the husband watches? I've been with many white couples, and almost always the man defers to me to be with his wife, and he is there for protection, support and especially to watch! The more they adventure out, the more the husband either becomes an observer, the facilitator, or totally leaves the room so his wife or girlfriend and I can be together--alone. I wonder what the man feels when he's only an observer (or helps clean up towards the end). Left out? Happy his wife is enjoying herself? Humiliated, or just awaiting for the "happy ending!" On rare occasions, the husband seems almost perturbed and starts giving his wife or girlfriend orders--demanding her to pleasure me in a manner in which he seems to be the one who's getting the pleasure out of seeing her fucking me. She may become a bit distant and just go through the motions as he's urging her to let me "fuck her harder and deeper." On one occasion, I realized that I was actually hurting her by fucking her so hard and deep (I began to hear and feel her wincing instead of releasing a low, pleasurable moan--if we're paying attention to her, the difference is always noticeable). That's when I drew the line and thought, "no more!" To this day, unless the woman is enjoying a deep, hard fucking, I'll go for the full, seductive, love fuck versus the relentless hard pounding. Sorry hubby, this is when it becomes all about her!

 

[LucyZwarteveen]

One question.....When a white couple takes on a black male lover, is it more for her to crossover, while the husband watches? I've been with many white couples, and almost always the man defers to me to be with his wife, and he is there for protection, support and especially to watch! The more they adventure out, the more the husband either becomes an observer, the facilitator, or totally leaves the room so his wife or girlfriend and I can be together--alone. I wonder what the man feels when he's only an observer (or helps clean up towards the end). Left out? Happy his wife is enjoying herself? Humiliated, or just awaiting for the "happy ending!" On rare occasions, the husband seems almost perturbed and starts giving his wife or girlfriend orders--demanding her to pleasure me in a manner in which he seems to be the one who's getting the pleasure out of seeing her fucking me. She may become a bit distant and just go through the motions as he's urging her to let me "fuck her harder and deeper." On one occasion, I realized that I was actually hurting her by fucking her so hard and deep (I began to hear and feel her wincing instead of releasing a low, pleasurable moan--if we're paying attention to her, the difference is always noticeable). That's when I drew the line and thought, "no more!" To this day, unless the woman is enjoying a deep, hard fucking, I'll go for the full, seductive, love fuck versus the relentless hard pounding. Sorry hubby, this is when it becomes all about her!

I think it comes down to a few things but i saw this stat saying about 20% of guys fuck 80% of women.. The majority of men are not sexually active. Put in white men and that number rises more.

So what do they do and have been doing for the last so many years? Porn and a lot of it.. What does the brain see is people having sex not you, but you get the dopamine since you jerk off. This translates to cucks, who love their wife, getting dopamine from just seeing them het fucked.. Without participation

 

[SanDiegoBlack]

I think it comes down to a few things but i saw this stat saying about 20% of guys fuck 80% of women.. The majority of men are not sexually active. Put in white men and that number rises more.

So what do they do and have been doing for the last so many years? Porn and a lot of it.. What does the brain see is people having sex not you, but you get the dopamine since you jerk off. This translates to cucks, who love their wife, getting dopamine from just seeing them het fucked.. Without participation

How does this account for the large number of white men who want to "clean" their woman, after I cum in or on them? I call that "participation."

 

[Td4u]

When did you have your first thought about the cuckold fantasy?

I remember thinking about the cuckold fantasy before it became popular, even before I had access to the internet at home, let alone before there were porn sites.

In 2004, when I was 16, I had my first girlfriend. She was a 15 year old white girl with curly hair, green eyes and very pretty.

It wasn't often, but sometimes I would masturbate imagining her having sex with older black men. I didn't understand why I thought that, but it was something that turned me on, although at the time I didn't think it could ever be a reality.

Today I understand the fetish and its elements, but I find it curious that I had these thoughts before knowing the cuckold culture.

 

[Td4u]

Maybe now

 

[BILL FASSEL]

Wife caught me masterbating to IR porn and thats how it started

My wife has caught me masturbating to IR porn while wearing my pretty panties, bra, dress and heels but has not yet explored making me a true sissy cuckold yet. I hope that happens soon!

 

[Marie125]

1st year of college. I broke up with my hometown BF and started dating around.
More than once my ex came to my house after I had been out. He knew that I was seeing other guys and he asked if I was doing things that we did together. I told him that I was doing some of the things we did and I could see his hurt reactions at first, but he didn't really care. I could tell that he would take anything he could get from me, even used.

I thought if he found what he was looking for, he would just quit coming around. It seemed to work the other way around

 

[Travis454]

For me it was when 4 black guys moved into the apartment next door that we lived in at the time. I hung out with them quite a bit and the more comfortable they got with me the more they talked about white women. They would have women come over, different women all the time. Some were married/taken and some weren't. I remember thinking what the girls saw in them until one day I was hanging out with them when one took a chick to the bedroom and I heard her have orgasim after orgasim. I couldn't help but wonder if my lady would be that way.

 

[demalejpo]

When I was a young and I watched my girlfriend kissing my best friend for fun. He jokingly began dry humping her on the bed and we all laughed. Then I realized that I had an erection. I knew then that I wanted to be a cuckold.