When did the obsession start?

I think it all started with me when my gf at the time were getting high in my saab and she had mentioned that when she went to Mexico there was a guy there with a "cock head the size of an apple." her name was Emily, she was petite and white and had a larger ass, brunette hair from Maine. always wanted to see her with a bbc and even talked about getting her a bbc dildo. my next gf named Brandi was a thicker, heavier white girl with blonde hair, she was the classic "token white girl" - she def told me that she got gang banged by 3 hashian guys when we were about to go into the Hannaford. i begged her to tell me more and grab my cock. she def fucked a black guy named steve when we first started dating. as far as my wife Sara goes, she did catch me with a photoshopped pic of her getting fucked in the ass by a black guy and she hasn't fucked me since. One thing that does stand out in my mind is when she use to bartend and there was a group of black guys who said that they knew boys 2 men and she did not come home until very late that morning, past 3am.
 
I think it all started with me when my gf at the time were getting high in my saab and she had mentioned that when she went to Mexico there was a guy there with a "cock head the size of an apple." her name was Emily, she was petite and white and had a larger ass, brunette hair from Maine. always wanted to see her with a bbc and even talked about getting her a bbc dildo. my next gf named Brandi was a thicker, heavier white girl with blonde hair, she was the classic "token white girl" - she def told me that she got gang banged by 3 hashian guys when we were about to go into the Hannaford. i begged her to tell me more and grab my cock. she def fucked a black guy named steve when we first started dating. as far as my wife Sara goes, she did catch me with a photoshopped pic of her getting fucked in the ass by a black guy and she hasn't fucked me since. One thing that does stand out in my mind is when she use to bartend and there was a group of black guys who said that they knew boys 2 men and she did not come home until very late that morning, past 3am.
Did she fuck the whole group of men or only one of them? Did she give you all the details, or just a smile to let you know it happened? Hope you get to watch next time!
 
Its very simple. Just seeing how much love white girls put in when taking care of a pair of black balls made me hooked. I am a lady pleaser, if black cocks make white girl's pussy satisfied, do it. I will always be open about it with my woman. I would enjoy watching her but I would never push her into it. Sincerity is the key. If black cock makes her pink pussy water, I will find her the best black cock possible. I know whats best for my girl.
 
Yea
When I was 13 at juvenile
Yes I thought I liked the girls but eventually I don't like anything with BBC... Buy the time I was 15 I would fantasize about BBC... It's cool to meet other beta boys who love BBC eventually we try it and love it... Sucked my first one at 21 but saw my first BBC in a gym... Dark big and soft... Made my mouth water... It looked so beautiful
 
Yea
Yes I thought I liked the girls but eventually I don't like anything with BBC... Buy the time I was 15 I would fantasize about BBC... It's cool to meet other beta boys who love BBC eventually we try it and love it... Sucked my first one at 21 but saw my first BBC in a gym... Dark big and soft... Made my mouth water... It looked so beautiful
I was 13 and in juvenile when I saw Beautiful Naked Blackboys for the first time in the community shower.There muscular Smooth bodies bubble asses and big lips turned me on.They caught me many times looking
 
I was 13 and in juvenile when I saw Beautiful Naked Blackboys for the first time in the community shower.There muscular Smooth bodies bubble asses and big lips turned me on.They caught me many times looking.one night a blackboy named PacMan walked in my room,got close to my bed and said,"I WANT YOU TO SUCK MY DICK.LOOKING DOWN AND SEEING HIS BIG BULDGE I TOUCHED HIM
 
Pacman told me to meet him in the last stall in the bathroom.After he left room I struggled with deciding.if I went I would be known as the new white punk and get verbally abused and humiliated having to be a girl for the blackboys and everyone knowing it.i wasn't the only sissy there were several others who were into this.but this was my first time.however: I caused it by staining at them so I realized it had to be either way they called me a punk
 
Pacman told me to meet him in the last stall in the bathroom.After he left room I struggled with deciding.if I went I would be known as the new white punk and get verbally abused and humiliated having to be a girl for the blackboys and everyone knowing it.i wasn't the only sissy there were several others who were into this.but this was my first time.however: I caused it by staining at them so I realized it had to be either way they called me a punk
When I got to last stall I opened the curtain to see pacman sitting on the toilet with his pants down.i got on my knees touch his big cock and put my lips on his head I smelled his strong musky odor but sucked him anyway.i gagged and the other boys in the stalls heard me and told pacman to ******* that mom fucker homey
 
When I got to last stall I opened the curtain to see pacman sitting on the toilet with his pants down.i got on my knees touch his big cock and put my lips on his head I smelled his strong musky odor but sucked him anyway.i gagged and the other boys in the stalls heard me and told pacman to ******* that mom fucker homey
I was humiliated and turned on at the same time.It really turned me on to be used and a sissy slave bitchboy for blackboys.pacman told his homeboys u can get some when I'm done with him
 
My interest in IR started when i was about 20, i started looking at IR porn on the internet just every now and then but i started a new job and started hanging out with some black friends i met there and i was still living with my mom at the time who was in her 30s and still fertile and hot, all my friends wanted to fuck her and told me about it constantly, then one day i was just sitting at my computer and my mom walked in my room and started asking about my new friends and what color they where, she said you can't bring any of your black friends over to hang out at the house, and when i asked her why, she said and i quote "Because they'll be fucking me *******!" My mind was completely blown, i never heard her say anything like that before and i immediately got turned on, and she said "I can still get pregnant you know" then left my room. After that i immediately had to masterbate to the thought of my muscular black co workers gang banging her. While i was coming out of my room after blowing my load i heard her in her room masterbating on her bed and moaning. i suppose the thought turned her on too. Since then i was hooked, loved fantasizing about my mom getting plowed by the biggest meanest black bulls.

I never got to see her get blacked personally but i came home from work early one day and there where 2 very large black men in my living room and they were visibly angry at my mom who apparently had some furniture delivered but didn't have the money to pay them, of course i paid them so the situation was difused and they left but i can only imagine what would have happened if i didn't come home early that day. Maybe she would have been ****** to fuck them, who knows. I also wonder if she did it on purpose to try to get gang banged.

My mom was always very slutty though, she would sun bathe topless in the backyard and i caught my neighbor jacking off in our bushes a few times to her tits. i also would jack off to her as well from my room window. so i guess long story short, my mom inspired all this in me and i've had a fetish for it ever since.
 
I think it all started with me when my gf at the time were getting high in my saab and she had mentioned that when she went to Mexico there was a guy there with a "cock head the size of an apple." her name was Emily, she was petite and white and had a larger ass, brunette hair from Maine. always wanted to see her with a bbc and even talked about getting her a bbc dildo. my next gf named Brandi was a thicker, heavier white girl with blonde hair, she was the classic "token white girl" - she def told me that she got gang banged by 3 hashian guys when we were about to go into the Hannaford. i begged her to tell me more and grab my cock. she def fucked a black guy named steve when we first started dating. as far as my wife Sara goes, she did catch me with a photoshopped pic of her getting fucked in the ass by a black guy and she hasn't fucked me since. One thing that does stand out in my mind is when she use to bartend and there was a group of black guys who said that they knew boys 2 men and she did not come home until very late that morning, past 3am.
It started when I went to juvenile at 13.we had to All shower together and I couldn't help looking at there naked Muscular bodies.i had heard that Blacks were hung and wanted to see.it was true.most had big cocks,not all but most.it turned me on.i never thought of being gay or sucking dick till I seen those blackboys naked .They would catch me staring and give me dirty looks or call me a punk.I would look down ashamed and tell them I was sorry.One night a Black boy came to my room at 9 p.m. and said "I want you to Suck my Dick.He was a foot away with a Big bulge in his pants.i touched him and felt a massive cock.He said to follow him to the last stall in the bathroom.I walked in and walked to the last stall.other boys were busy jerking off as usual,and they knew why I was there.When I got into the last stall,Pacman was sitting on the toilet with his pants down.he told me to get on my knees.I did and took his beautiful Cock in my hand.
 
It started when I went to juvenile at 13.we had to All shower together and I couldn't help looking at there naked Muscular bodies.i had heard that Blacks were hung and wanted to see.it was true.most had big cocks,not all but most.it turned me on.i never thought of being gay or sucking dick till I seen those blackboys naked .They would catch me staring and give me dirty looks or call me a punk.I would look down ashamed and tell them I was sorry.One night a Black boy came to my room at 9 p.m. and said "I want you to Suck my Dick.He was a foot away with a Big bulge in his pants.i touched him and felt a massive cock.He said to follow him to the last stall in the bathroom.I walked in and walked to the last stall.other boys were busy jerking off as usual,and they knew why I was there.When I got into the last stall,Pacman was sitting on the toilet with his pants down.he told me to get on my knees.I did and took his beautiful Cock in my hand.
He was very musky,his balls were sweaty cause he didn't shower that night.i gagged but got used to his smell.he was the first Black cock I ever sucked.he pushed my head up n down on his Superior Nig_er Cock till he busted his seed in my mouth.At first I just held his cum in my mouth,not knowing what to do then he told me to swallow it.It was thick,creamy,salty n sweet.I swallowed him then licked his sweaty balls clean.Then he told me I was his punk for now on.And to go back to my bed
 
He was very musky,his balls were sweaty cause he didn't shower that night.i gagged but got used to his smell.he was the first Black cock I ever sucked.he pushed my head up n down on his Superior Nig_er Cock till he busted his seed in my mouth.At first I just held his cum in my mouth,not knowing what to do then he told me to swallow it.It was thick,creamy,salty n sweet.I swallowed him then licked his sweaty balls clean.Then he told me I was his punk for now on.And to go back to my bed
 
The next night he brought one of his home boys to my room and said his boy wants some pussy.I said I don't have a pussy.they laughed and said my asshole was there pussy.i told them I never had a dick inside me,and it would hurt.they said they would go slow and stretch me out.so in my room I pulled down my shorts,bent over and let them spread my virgin boy pussy.the other guy was smaller then pac man thank God,he spit on his dick and my asshole and pressed his 8 inches up my boy pussy.It hurt but I pressed out and it felt better.then Pacman PUT his Nig_er cock in my mouth.Mmmmm.It was amazing.being turned out by them.My boy pussy relaxed and stretched out and some thick cream started to drip on his cock.I think i was cumming.lol
 
The next night he brought one of his home boys to my room and said his boy wants some pussy.I said I don't have a pussy.they laughed and said my asshole was there pussy.i told them I never had a dick inside me,and it would hurt.they said they would go slow and stretch me out.so in my room I pulled down my shorts,bent over and let them spread my virgin boy pussy.the other guy was smaller then pac man thank God,he spit on his dick and my asshole and pressed his 8 inches up my boy pussy.It hurt but I pressed out and it felt better.then Pacman PUT his Nig_er cock in my mouth.Mmmmm.It was amazing.being turned out by them.My boy pussy relaxed and stretched out and some thick cream started to drip on his cock.I think i was cumming.lol
It was an amazing time.i was turned out by Black boys and loved it.the humiliating times turned me on too.it was a totally different world then my home.nobody knew what I became in juvenile until I was caught sucking dick by the staff!
 
It was an amazing time.i was turned out by Black boys and loved it.the humiliating times turned me on too.it was a totally different world then my home.nobody knew what I became in juvenile until I was caught sucking dick by the staff!
They asked me if it was ******* or consensual.i told them I gave permission but it was sooooo embarrassing to admit I was a bitchboy for the Black boys.
 
My parents were notified and had to come to a meeting to discuss this.my dad didn't understand but Mom said she loved me and it was ok to experiment.I had to leave this place and was sent home.
 
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