x_male_rebecca
Male
I’m currently in the final stages of the (IR porn) obsession phase of BBC awakenings before I move on to the real life fulfillment stage.. I think it’s normal that I’m second guessing the changes that keep getting stronger and more frequent as far as the desire to feminize myself for the purpose of serving black men. I’m getting better at stopping the doubts and guilt quickly, those left from my hetero male identity, and I remind myself of the reasons for the transformation and the rewards that await in the final stage, the fulfillment stage. For those guys who went through the same process, what aspect was the most exciting that kept pushing you? For me, the top 3 are: (1) Finding new, more amazing, more mind melting BBC therapy/BBC feminization videos and audios on clips4sale, (2) Deepening the experience of phone sex mantras, affirmations and female manifestation with (“other”) women (3) Creating the best possible brainwash “supercut” video exclusively for myself (never any intent to share) that I can on editing software from all the saved IR porn videos