As a young I never understood the idea of people that are conventionally unattractive by media standards having sex, this is a story about my shallow ignorance turned maturity in the dating world.
When I was 16 I started working as a cashier in a store. The person training me the first day was a female named Jan. She was 5'1", redhead, extra thick waist, pale,with thick glasses and braces. At the end of our work day we went into the count room to turn in the money. As I counted she talked with the woman behind the counter. They both talked about what they did the previous night. The woman said that she cooked for her husband and went to bed.Jan said " my boyfriend came over and we were up all night having fun".
They both laughed, then Jan said " let me be careful what I say because there's a virgin in the room". I knew she was referring to me but was too busy trying to stay on count to reply.
I am 6'1", thin build,light to brown skin caramel complected, with dark hair. Even at that age I was receiving attention from women of all ages and lost my virginity at 14. While I was having sex on a regular basis starting that year within my young adolescent mind I could not conceive the idea that there was a man that was interested in having sex with Jan. Her statement seemed like something that I should be saying to her. At that point I completely ignored it but it later became more confusing how this ugly woman was having sex.
Months went by and while I was dating what I considered beautiful girls (the idea of beautiful by popular media standards) I had a point where all the girls I was talking to either were out of town for the summer or weren't within a reasonable distance to travel to. At this point I was hanging out with my brother and his friends. While at his friend's house having a few beers his sister's friends came over. As they were all in the front of the house me and my brother were watching the game in the living room. He went to the bathroom and one her friends came in to see the score. We talked for a few minutes and she started flirting with me. Her name was Shawna, She was short, big waist, light skin, short brown hair with light brown eyes and glasses. She said she wanted to go out back to smoke a blunt so I went with her. We went to the far end of the yard and she started get really close as we were talking.
I put my beer on the table and she asked " do you like big girls?" ,
I replied "I don't mind thickness" even though she was thicker than my preference.
I then complimented her eyes because they were a beautiful hazel brown and very leering. She leaned in to kiss me so I kissed her back. As we kissed I felt her grabbing at my dick, stroking it through my shorts to get me hard. She put the blunt on a glass table nearby and stroking with both hands. I leaned against the fence as she started to undo my zipper. When she was finished I pulled my dick out of my boxers and put her hands around it.
She pulled from the kiss and smiled and said " damn!....I can't fuck right now but I will finish what I started".
At the time I was thinking she's not exactly what I look for but she has really beautiful hazel eyes.
She stepped away to hit the blunt one last time then put it out on the table. She walked over to me cupping her hand and said " spit".
I spit in her hand and she squatted down as she cover my dick with the spit. She then stroked it as she looked at it from top to bottom. I then thrusted forward hinting for her to lick it.
She said " you're pretty big...got my mouth watering and shi+".
As I smirked at her comment she spit on my dick and started stroking faster.
I twitched feeling the moisture of her hands slide up and down my dick. I started to lift off of the fence then she said" mmm mmh stay there imma take care of this". She leaned in and took the head of my dick inside her mouth. I watch her enjoy the taste of my precum as she started to slide her mouth down my shaft. After a few minutes she felt my dick start to throb.
Pulling away with precum and spit on her lips she said " look at me as you cum".
As she put my dick back in her mouth I whispered " mmm you nasty bitch".
She paused and pulled away while stroking, she said "say what you want but you're going to give me that cum".
As she continued sucking it I asked "where can I cum?". She continued sucking and stroking faster ignoring my question, staring at me as I looked into her her eyes. I felt myself getting closer and closer while she never stopped stroking and sucking with a deep gaze. I moaned heavy as came in her mouth, her pace slowing but her eyes fixed on mine. She stood up and grabbed the beer I left on the table and mixed it with cum in her mouth to swallow.
" You don't mind a kissing before I leave do you?" She asked. I didn't so we stood there a little longer before she left.
Before this happened every other girl that I had been with was the media portrayal of what pretty is considered. They were also kinda dry fish like when it came to having sex; there was little talking or enthusiasm. A demeanor that gives the impression I'm doing this more for you than for me. I started to pay more attention to personality than that idea of what I should be looking for. I'm not saying that looks and sexual nature are in anyway connected this is just one of the things that opened my views to how this aspect of the world of dating works.
As years went by I matured and realized that I was given a false idea by popular media (tv, music videos, porn) on whom I should think is sexually attractive and that they need to have the exact same features. I also found that the people that I previously viewed as ugly had sex lives. An example was after a few years I found out Jan would do coke and let her boyfriend fuck her in the ass while taking video. The girls in my freshman year of high school that were slightly overweight, with hairy legs would have parties where at the end the night they would take 10 guys upstairs to take turns fucking them. I learned a lesson on real life vs the made up idea that was given to me.
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