I had never thought about being a cuckhold until two years ago after a strange experience on my job. An African American man was hired as the new division director. He began recruiting many other African Americans until the division which had once been almost all white was now mostly black. Then he carried out two reorganizations where he demoted some of the whites down in the hierarchy and promoted some of the African American employees up. My position was safe after the first reorganization, but I was angry at what I thought was reverse racism against some of the whites in my division. So, I decided to confront him, and we had a very heated discussion. He was very offended that I had the nerve to challenge him on this. So, in the second reorganization he busted me down from my position as a supervisor to a lower position where I was now supervised by two African American women. He hurt me bad with my demotion, and I had hoped that would be the end of it. But from then on, he was on a quest to make my life miserable with constant castigations and humiliations. I couldn’t believe he had the nerve to do all what he was doing to me. I had nothing but disdain for him. Then I began to realize how much I revered him (maybe it was Stockholm syndrome). I revered him because he was so strong and self-assured, and he didn’t allow anyone to push him around. He was my oppressor and my idol at the same time. He had a pretty white secretary that was very flirtatious and subservient to him. He would usually chastise me in front of her and three or four black managers. He would send me an email in the morning to report to his office at 3:00 p.m. so he could talk to me about some performance problem I had. He would make these meetings late in the day so I would have all day to worry about it. These meetings always meant I was going to be verbally disciplined in front of an audience. The first few times I was terrified and dreaded the wait until 3:00 pm. After my long and harsh reprimand, I would go home devastated and completely depleted. Finally, during one of my verbal punishment sessions, I noticed his white secretary watching my humiliation and trauma with amusement. The next time I got an email to report to his office at 3:00 pm, I actually looked forward to my meeting with him with some kind of stressful and sexual excitement where I began craving the humiliation, and I started imagining him fucking his secretary as he was verbally disciplining me. That was the beginning of weird changes going on in my head that led me to the cuckhold lifestyle. I started doing some research and found this website and an abundance of other resources. Now I’m a full fledged caged cuck.