jingle7786
Couple
I consider myself straight in public, bisexual/submissive in private. I have always been hypersxual. I have been watching cuckold porn for a decade now. I was very ashamed for a long time until I met up with more and more women I met online and many were open to cuckold and bisexual bbc threesomes. In fact I talked many into getting blacked for the first time ever.
Eventually I got the courage and broached the bi cuck thing with some of my partners and got lots of positive feedback. I won't lie I chickened out the first few times. First I fondled a bulls balls, a different time I licked his balls and briefly licked the bulls shaft. Both were either white or latino, no black guys yet. Some of my fwbs werent into black guys.
I finally found a woman that was open to that. We all met up, we had weed and a few shots. We did a normal straight threesome and I was about to chicken out when I decided to go for it. I jacked him off into her mouth, I licked his balls as she rode him and finally I started to suck his big black dick.
It felt amazing at the time, we kissed with his cock in between our tongues, he pushed our heads together to kiss and he really enjoyed us tag teaming his dick. I only briefly sucked his cock on my own. This only lasted 5-10 minutes out of an hour of sex. This was my last meeting with my fwb as she was entering a vanilla relationship. She said
I immediately felt conflicted afterwards. I am not really one for labels, especially since its private, I just consider myself bisexual but to be honest it felt more and more gay for a few days. I told my fwb I felt weird about it and she asked why since I seemed so natural at it. It made me feel worse lol. I even avoided my collection of bi cuck porn. This only lasted a week and I am mostly back to replaying it in my head, masturbating.
I have even fantasized about being spitroasted by other not publically bisexual bbc bulls. I even have been looking in the LA area to find a BBC to service. I still feel conflicted some of the time.
Did any of you have a hard time adjust and fully accepting it?
Eventually I got the courage and broached the bi cuck thing with some of my partners and got lots of positive feedback. I won't lie I chickened out the first few times. First I fondled a bulls balls, a different time I licked his balls and briefly licked the bulls shaft. Both were either white or latino, no black guys yet. Some of my fwbs werent into black guys.
I finally found a woman that was open to that. We all met up, we had weed and a few shots. We did a normal straight threesome and I was about to chicken out when I decided to go for it. I jacked him off into her mouth, I licked his balls as she rode him and finally I started to suck his big black dick.
It felt amazing at the time, we kissed with his cock in between our tongues, he pushed our heads together to kiss and he really enjoyed us tag teaming his dick. I only briefly sucked his cock on my own. This only lasted 5-10 minutes out of an hour of sex. This was my last meeting with my fwb as she was entering a vanilla relationship. She said
I immediately felt conflicted afterwards. I am not really one for labels, especially since its private, I just consider myself bisexual but to be honest it felt more and more gay for a few days. I told my fwb I felt weird about it and she asked why since I seemed so natural at it. It made me feel worse lol. I even avoided my collection of bi cuck porn. This only lasted a week and I am mostly back to replaying it in my head, masturbating.
I have even fantasized about being spitroasted by other not publically bisexual bbc bulls. I even have been looking in the LA area to find a BBC to service. I still feel conflicted some of the time.
Did any of you have a hard time adjust and fully accepting it?
