Hey guys , 1 year ago I introduced my fiancé to a BBC dildo, and finally admitted the fantasy to her, it was actually the life like Shane Diesel Cock sleeve extender. Anyways, it started kinda slow then about 3 months in it began picking up, about 3 more months go of fucking her with it, and it was basically all we used, I started out fucking her regular, then she would ask me to grab the bbc sleeve, cause she liked getting off to it wayyyy more than she did me, keep in mind I only have a 5” cock at max, and not very girthy…
I end up buying a couple really big bbc dildos and encouraged her to use them while I’m not around, and to watch bbc porn, this was my doing in hopes she’s want the real thing sooner than later because every time I brought that up, she didn’t like the idea. It got to the point where she was using a huge bbc dildo, and getting off to IR porn so often that it almost was an every day thing, and continues to be to this day, idk how many times I caught her but it was a lot, still catching her a lot currently, she barely EVER wants to get off on me, and always tells me to grab the sleeve cause she wants to get off on it, her pussy is legit soooo loose now, and that’s exactly what I wanted, recently she’s been grabbing my hand and ends up having me fist her, and always asks to be DP’d with my dick and one of the huge bbc dildos.. she has 100% full on cucked me in that aspect.
Apologies for the rambling here, but I’m fully convinced she’s seeing someone else, we both travel a ton, and she legit has no respect for me while gone, doesn’t communicate, always says she’s gonna call then doesn’t, lately has even been talking about randomly breaking up, and I’ve had to try and convince her to stay with me, we’ve been together 7 years and engaged for a little over the year. Anytime we’re at home she never pays any attention to me anymore and shows no interest, I try to hang out but she’s always busy, the only time she wants to hang out is to literally get fucked. What do I do here? Does this have anything to do with the me wanting her to love bbc? She spends more time getting herself off to IR porn with a huge dildo than she does with me. Do I need to ask her if she wants an open relationship? I wanted her to want the real thing, but only if we were together! Has anyone ever had anything similar happen? If so what advice could you give me?
gonna attach some photos, first 2 pics are 1 year ago before her first bbc dildo, 1 year later made a huge difference!
I end up buying a couple really big bbc dildos and encouraged her to use them while I’m not around, and to watch bbc porn, this was my doing in hopes she’s want the real thing sooner than later because every time I brought that up, she didn’t like the idea. It got to the point where she was using a huge bbc dildo, and getting off to IR porn so often that it almost was an every day thing, and continues to be to this day, idk how many times I caught her but it was a lot, still catching her a lot currently, she barely EVER wants to get off on me, and always tells me to grab the sleeve cause she wants to get off on it, her pussy is legit soooo loose now, and that’s exactly what I wanted, recently she’s been grabbing my hand and ends up having me fist her, and always asks to be DP’d with my dick and one of the huge bbc dildos.. she has 100% full on cucked me in that aspect.
Apologies for the rambling here, but I’m fully convinced she’s seeing someone else, we both travel a ton, and she legit has no respect for me while gone, doesn’t communicate, always says she’s gonna call then doesn’t, lately has even been talking about randomly breaking up, and I’ve had to try and convince her to stay with me, we’ve been together 7 years and engaged for a little over the year. Anytime we’re at home she never pays any attention to me anymore and shows no interest, I try to hang out but she’s always busy, the only time she wants to hang out is to literally get fucked. What do I do here? Does this have anything to do with the me wanting her to love bbc? She spends more time getting herself off to IR porn with a huge dildo than she does with me. Do I need to ask her if she wants an open relationship? I wanted her to want the real thing, but only if we were together! Has anyone ever had anything similar happen? If so what advice could you give me?
gonna attach some photos, first 2 pics are 1 year ago before her first bbc dildo, 1 year later made a huge difference!
