Let's talk about our decent into addiction

One lonely night during COVID lockdown, i like many guys was addicted to porn. It was late and I was horny. For seemingly no reason I couldn't get the thought of big black cock gangbangs out of my head. Perhaps the years of seeing interracial porn ads had done something to me. I hesitated but gave in to my curiosity. I figured if I really liked this stuff I should go ahead and find out. I should also note I was racist at the time and always thought interracial porn was disgusting up until those thoughts began. I came so fucking hard it scared me. I wouldn't watch again for a while, as I didn't want to like it obviously. But I couldn't get my mind off it. I had never been filled with so desire for porn before. It was so taboo and I felt so much jealousy, I was so uncomfortable with the thought of a black man fucking a white woman and envious of their huge cocks. The fact I was a virgin didn't help either.
It would off and on for months at a time become what I watched exclusively for a year. I would forget about it for a while but always go back. Years passed and now it's all I want. I can't help it, white women getting fucked by big black cock is the most erotic and arousing thing on the planet.
Feel free to ask me questions and tell your story too.
 
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