am a male and I am experiencing a very different scenarios. I am an East Indian, Black complexion my penis length is above 7 inches and is girth is around 5.5 inches in the front and 4.5 inches near the root. My height is 5 feet 8 inches.
My wife has a quite white skin and is short in stature around 5 feet tall.
We have sexless life since last 5 years (12 year marriage 2 children) we only cuddle and I mastrubate (My mastrubation frequency is average twice per day).
The reason of sexless marriage life I believe is mainly because she gets hurt in vagina everytime when we have sex, (a surprise considering 2 normal births) though I go slow and use lubricant, She experience pain and experience internal skin damages due to excessive rubbing of penis. ( I take long time in cumming, can go for hours I require partner that is aggressive and taking initiative). She even avoid kissing me because it can lead to sex. She has asked me to go to whores, etc., But I have avoided it due to social pressure in India and also I require some connection/bond for enjoying sex. With pros it's a mechanical exercise without any satisfaction (I have tried without any satisfaction. Once after an hour of humping I just mastrubated because it was almost zero trill and the pros was too tired to continue although I was the one on top doing everything she was just laying still).
Sometimes she has told me ( making it seem a joke) that she wants to try with a person of specific race(not specifying) as it is said they have smaller penis and less body hairs. She has even suggested open marriage though again making it sound like a joke
I tried watching cuckhold porn but it has no special effect on me compared with normal porn (Most of what I relish is "asian housewife getting fucked" BDSM, cheating or seduction), though the buildup in cuckold porn story interests me but not the actual cuckolding or eating cream pie etc. It seems more gay than a taboo to me. I am never gotten thrill/exited by gay stuff (back in college days a cousin used to play with my cock, I obliged as he was the source of porn from me but I just use to get hard without feeling any other things from his actions. Now he is also married and we never discuss it).
I request experienced readers to kindly advice me on this situation.
My wife has a quite white skin and is short in stature around 5 feet tall.
We have sexless life since last 5 years (12 year marriage 2 children) we only cuddle and I mastrubate (My mastrubation frequency is average twice per day).
The reason of sexless marriage life I believe is mainly because she gets hurt in vagina everytime when we have sex, (a surprise considering 2 normal births) though I go slow and use lubricant, She experience pain and experience internal skin damages due to excessive rubbing of penis. ( I take long time in cumming, can go for hours I require partner that is aggressive and taking initiative). She even avoid kissing me because it can lead to sex. She has asked me to go to whores, etc., But I have avoided it due to social pressure in India and also I require some connection/bond for enjoying sex. With pros it's a mechanical exercise without any satisfaction (I have tried without any satisfaction. Once after an hour of humping I just mastrubated because it was almost zero trill and the pros was too tired to continue although I was the one on top doing everything she was just laying still).
Sometimes she has told me ( making it seem a joke) that she wants to try with a person of specific race(not specifying) as it is said they have smaller penis and less body hairs. She has even suggested open marriage though again making it sound like a joke
I tried watching cuckhold porn but it has no special effect on me compared with normal porn (Most of what I relish is "asian housewife getting fucked" BDSM, cheating or seduction), though the buildup in cuckold porn story interests me but not the actual cuckolding or eating cream pie etc. It seems more gay than a taboo to me. I am never gotten thrill/exited by gay stuff (back in college days a cousin used to play with my cock, I obliged as he was the source of porn from me but I just use to get hard without feeling any other things from his actions. Now he is also married and we never discuss it).
I request experienced readers to kindly advice me on this situation.
