I need to tell her…

awb6

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So as some of you may know, I’m a wannabe… my wife has no idea that I want to experience and explore the world of BBC/hotwife/cuckold sex … we’ve been together 8 years and I’ve never told her that I’m bi or anything… well I was always bi-curious and I never told her that. We’ve been separated for almost a year now because of some nonsexual issues… we’ve always had a very active and hot sex life… but during our sepu I have hooked up with men… but it seems now there is a chance of reconciliation and I want to work these things in and be open this time around but in a way that doesn’t look like I’ve been hiding anything… I’ve always felt a little fucked up about not telling her about my curiosity of men but the cuck thing didn’t come around til a couple years ago when i accidentally stumbled on some homemade bbc/cuck porn and nearly lost my mind over how hard I was turned on by this entire concept…

Anyway the thing is that in our sex life I’ve always been the Alpha… I mean I fuck her silly… even with my little 6 inch average white boy dick… I do things no one ever did for her before me so I came up with and idea that would excuse my sudden desire to play the beta and watch her get fucked by another man at all let alone a BBC and further let alone my interest in the BBC….



I’m going to tell her during a rare late Sunday afternoon nap I had a dream that we friended a new couple who shortly outed themselves to us as swingers and invited us to a party because they felt we had an open vibe. In the moment, feeling caught off guard and on the spot, we both declined… it would however surface in conversation in the coming days and we would both admit to a certain curiosity. After a short conversation we decided to attend….



Upon arrival we found our friends and they introduced us to some other friends and then we set about mingling together and then separately…. After a little while I “unfortunately “ didn’t click with anyone but she had met this black man… I could tell she was excited and that made me nervous but I got myself together and told them to have fun and i would return in a couple hours to pick her up and hear all about it. They looked at each other for a moment and then invited me to join rather than being left out altogether…



Once the action got hot and heavy I more or less stepped back and just watched in awe and amazement as the look of raw pleasure and total satisfaction washed over her face continuously for hours and the primal sounds and noises she made while her legs and body shook in ******* time and time again … and it all was just such a hardcore turn on and then I would ask her if that would be anything that would ever be of interest to her….



What do you’s think?

Cucks, what do you think?

Ladies… hotwives… what would you think if you were in my wife’s place hearing this from your hubby??

Bulls… well, I mean just chime in if you have an opinion…



Thanks everyone
 
No. If after that long my husband suddenly told me he was bi. I would feel betrayed. You don’t even know what average is. 6” is above average
Oh… well…

As far as the bi thing goes i totally get it. That’s why I’m so anxious about finding the right way to bring it up now… or at least the best way…

And as far as 6” goes… all I know is I feel dinky… I always have and whenever I’ve been around naked men, i.e. boot camp, some dude who needs his whole hand to hold a fat sausage standing a foot back from the urinal in a public bathroom so he doesn’t catch all the backsplash, or any of the men I’ve hooked up with, I’ve never seen anyone smaller than me in person. ALL of the women I’ve had sex with and have gotten to know well enough to discuss any of the men they had prior to me have told me I have nothing to worry about as far as size and that I have skills that many men lack as well. Also, they all said they had a number of guys who were smaller than me… I can’t even imagine being any smaller. That’s just something I can’t even fathom. Honestly I just have always felt all of those women were being “nice” or just sugar coating something so as not to come off as mean or to keep things from being awkward because one time when I was like 25 or something I was making out with this chick in a club and I was certain I was gonna get lucky that night and she reached in my pants and wrapped her hand around my rock hard cock and gave a nice squeeze… I thought she was a sure thing by now but then she let go and stoped kissing me and looked at me with a little bit of disappointment and just walked off… I was stunned and just went to get another beer and then I saw her making out with some other dude about 30 minutes later…. Like I said I’ve always felt small and that just completely reaffirmed everything I had ever thought ….

I claim to be average because I know there are bigger and I’m always told there are smaller even if I’ve never seen one.. so I just figured I’m standard issue…

It’s definitely cool to be told I’m “above average “ … I wasn’t expecting that today so I’m feeling kinda good right now…

Thank you 🥰
 
Oh… well…

As far as the bi thing goes i totally get it. That’s why I’m so anxious about finding the right way to bring it up now… or at least the best way…

And as far as 6” goes… all I know is I feel dinky… I always have and whenever I’ve been around naked men, i.e. boot camp, some dude who needs his whole hand to hold a fat sausage standing a foot back from the urinal in a public bathroom so he doesn’t catch all the backsplash, or any of the men I’ve hooked up with, I’ve never seen anyone smaller than me in person. ALL of the women I’ve had sex with and have gotten to know well enough to discuss any of the men they had prior to me have told me I have nothing to worry about as far as size and that I have skills that many men lack as well. Also, they all said they had a number of guys who were smaller than me… I can’t even imagine being any smaller. That’s just something I can’t even fathom. Honestly I just have always felt all of those women were being “nice” or just sugar coating something so as not to come off as mean or to keep things from being awkward because one time when I was like 25 or something I was making out with this chick in a club and I was certain I was gonna get lucky that night and she reached in my pants and wrapped her hand around my rock hard cock and gave a nice squeeze… I thought she was a sure thing by now but then she let go and stoped kissing me and looked at me with a little bit of disappointment and just walked off… I was stunned and just went to get another beer and then I saw her making out with some other dude about 30 minutes later…. Like I said I’ve always felt small and that just completely reaffirmed everything I had ever thought ….

I claim to be average because I know there are bigger and I’m always told there are smaller even if I’ve never seen one.. so I just figured I’m standard issue…

It’s definitely cool to be told I’m “above average “ … I wasn’t expecting that today so I’m feeling kinda good right now…

Thank you 🥰
I think you need to leave her alone and if you do want to be with her concentrate on her
 
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