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The beauty of the internet is its relative anonymity. It allows us to speak openly of our past, and share our experiences without fear of ridicule or judgement. That being said, a bit about myself. I am a Married 31 year old White professional. My wife is 29 years old. We are from Chicago and currently reside in its suburbs. . We have been in the lifestyle for about 7 months. You can actually read about our first two experiences here:
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Well, after going back forth about whether or not I want to cuck again, the wife and I decided to do it. The first time was great. The gentlemen we met was respectful, cool, and just a all around good guy. Despite some guilt I felt afterward, I came twice. It was a totally erotic experience. The...
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As the title says, my fascination with Big Black cock goes back a very long way. Not the sort of fascination in which I want to engage in sexual activities with another man. But more of a fascination as how non-Black women react when a huge Black cock enters them. To watch the woman's enjoyment and see their excitement is what turns me on. Ever since I started watching porn, I always sought out the clips and vids of Big Black cock getting serviced and pleasuring non-Black women. I enjoyed and still enjoy watching BBC fuck White, Latin, Arab, Indian, and Asian pussy.
During my freshman year at University, my parents got divorced. It was a somewhat surprising development. My parents for whatever reason decided to go their separate ways.
Fast forward to my Sophomore year at University. I was preparing to go back to Chicago for Christmas break. I attended University in Indiana. So being a Chicagoan, it was necessary for me to live at the University. I told my my mom I would be coming home on December 18th for Christmas break which was a Saturday. During our conversation my mom told me she met a guy a few months ago and began casually dating him. He lived in Milwaukee so they saw each other twice a month. Of course I was cool with it. Life goes on after a divorce. I asked to meet him. She said that was fine, and then said she would invite him over to spend the weekend when I come home.
So the 17th rolled around and I thought I would go home a day early. It was only like a 4 hour drive. When I got home my mom was surprised to see me. She was expecting me home the next day early in the afternoon. She was getting ready for James (not his real name) to come over and pick her up. So about a hour later the doorbell rang and I went to the door to answer it. James was standing on the front porch. He is very tall. Six foot 6 as I would find out later. So James comes in and took a seat on the couch. My mom came into the front room and looked a bit nervous. To this day I am not sure why. We are not racist people. But I think she was just curious as to how I would react.
Anyway, they offered to stay home and hang out with me but I insisted that they go out and do whatever they had planned. I decided to meet up with a few friends myself.
So I get home about midnight, take a shower, and lay down in my bed in my old bedroom. About a hour later I hear the front door open, I then hear my mom and James walking up steps to go to my parents old bedroom. I heard the shower run a few times and then relative silence. My bedroom is downstairs and their bedroom is upstairs.
Now here is where it gets weird. Let me say upfront, I DO NOT AND HAVE NEVER WANTED to have sex or even fantasized about sex with my mom. However as someone who watched porn DAILY, a strange curiosity arose in me. I quietly walked up the stairs and stood outside the bedroom door in the Hallway. I placed my ear against the door and could hear them speaking and moving around on the bed. The house is very old, so it has one of those old fashioned key holes that allows you to see in the room.
I was a bit scared to look into the keyhole for fear of what I might see. Understand I was NEVER sexually turned on by this. It was more a strange awkward curiosity.
So I looked through the keyhole and saw both them laying totally nude on the bed just talking. Again, I cannot stress enough that I was NOT AROUSED. But a strange happiness came over me. A happiness for my mom. I saw my mom reach down between James legs and start stroking his cock. James cock was RIDICULOUSLY THICK. And between 8 and 9 inches. He was on her right hand side. She was laying on her right side looking at him and stroking his cock. She would stroke his cock a few times, and then cup his balls with her hand. I could tell my mom was excited. My mom then sat up and leaned to the side and put James's erect cock into her mouth and started to suck. I never saw my mom like this. She was taking nearly the entire length of James big black cock into her mouth. They just talked as she stroked James 9 inch cock. It was too awkward seeing my mom in this way so I went back downstairs to watch TV.
A few moments later I could hear noises and BARELY AUDIBLE moaning coming from their room. I am 100% sure my mom would have thought I was sleeping. And my mom knows I am a sound sleeper.
I made it to the top of the stairs and went straight for the keyhole. I hesitated momentarily as I knew I would never be able to unsee what I was about to see.
So I threw caution to the wind and took to the keyhole. This was TWELVE YEARS AGO and it still feels so awkward telling the story.
Anyway, James was fucking my mom doggystyle. People often say no words can explain something from time time. But in this case it really did apply. I was speechless. When you see someone in the act of sex, you see a different side of them. My mom was all in. My mom has long dark hair. She is Italian. James had her by the pony tail and was fucking her HARD. I was afraid for my moms well being for a second as it seemed he was going too hard. But she was moaning in *******. The harder he would grab her hair, and the harder he would thrust that thick 9 inch black shiny cock into her the more she would grunt and moan. He had such a grip of her hair that her head was totally arched to the ceiling. He had her ponytail in one hand, and half her ass cheek in his other hand. Not trying to sound like a weirdo, but my mom has a fat ass. James was loving her ass. His eyes were FIXATED ON IT.
They now changed positions. I know I have said it several times. But it needs reiterating. I WAS NOT SEXUALLY AROUSED. I was genuinely HAPPY for the pleasure my mom was receiving. My mom climbed on top of James as he laid on his back and started riding him. Honestly, my mom was totally unaware of everything at this point. She was in a trance like state of *******. Staring up at the ceiling and grinding on James freakishly thick cock. I was strangely at ease about the whole thing. I was genuinely happy for her and went to room and fell asleep.
