Not at all. But I sometimes wonder if my own fantasies aren't even more concerning and messed up. For a long time now, I've wanted badly to with work all day as a security guard at a dangerous hood location to support a stay at home selfish slut. I'd give some of the brothers who cause the most trouble her contact info and help facilitate them meeting. She'd fuck black men while I'm out working hard and maybe get knocked up with mixed kíds for me to help raise.
This would be very fulfilling for me.
I've come very close to doing this in recent years even going so far as completing a security guard training course. After that, I actually had a big, good looking, BBC loving white girl with a few mixed kíds start taking serious interest in me but life events got in the way and put that on hold for a while.