Does this mean that I won't enjoy actually being cucked?

[thatguyintheco]

So my Wife and I have been together approaching 10 years, and for whatever reason I am as close to telling her I want to be a cuckold, as I've ever been. However one confusing experience is making me think that maybe I wouldn't actually enjoy being cucked. So about 6 months ago my Wife and I were going clothes shopping. I told her of a fantasy in which I wanted her to pretend that she has buying these clothes for a date she was going on with a new man that night. She did as I asked. It didn't feel erotic. When we got home I jerked off as she told me the story of how she meet this man. It didn't feel erotic.

This experience was strange to me as I literally can't remeber the last time I Came when I wasn't thinking of a cuckold type scenario. Does anyone have any experience of something like this happening? Or any insight into would it be more enjoyable if it was real?

 

[pacuck4bc]

How about asking her for a threesome?

 

[thatguyintheco]

How about asking her for a threesome?

This sounds crazy, but I actually think there is less chance of that then of her cuckolding me. She is not a fan of casual sex per se. So at least with cuckold she could go on dates ect. But to my question. Do you think that my experience suggests that I wouldn't enjoy cuckolding?

 

[pacuck4bc]

Have you eaten your own cum? From her pussy or mouth ?? Have you eaten a creampie? A threesome with another guy, you both fuck her and suck her and she sucks you. So you are participating!!!

 

[A blacked rose]

For some it is better to leave this as a fantasy. It's not for everyone.

 

[thatguyintheco]

For some it is better to leave this as a fantasy. It's not for everyone.

Thank you for the response. I assume that you feel I will have regret if I follow through with it. I am genuinly confused though as to how it is the premise in my mind every single damn time I cum.