Hey so I’m the closest I have been in years of being cucked and by a local woman. She seems amazing and is really into it. We haven’t gone on a date yet but already we seem perfect. She wants me to film her get fucked. I’m excited but there is a side of me that wants to believe that if I try harder I can have a “normal” relationship with a girl and actually have penetration sex. I’m almost 30 and have never put my dick in a woman, totally pussy free you can say. It’s not that I haven’t had the opportunity, it’s just each time, even with a pussy right in front of me, I couldn’t get hard. There’s that side of me that feels like I’m miss out on something important and I sometimes feel a bit of guilt and doubt if cuckolding is good for me. At the same time I don’t want to lose out on this amazing woman who will cuckold me just because I want to pretend that I am capable of using my tiny dick properly with a woman. Does anyone else have motivation to put yourself in the right mind set to be a cuck? To really embrace it? And help you not want to penetrate pussy at all?