loulou90
Male
Ok, I was in a very committed relationship, 5 years, best girl in world, truly, howwwwwwever.
I began to get turned on by very arrogant girls and guys that would insult her, it turned me on constantly, now this is where it changes, Im mentioning this as it was the start of my sexual feeling which just grew.
I'd find myself on internet With a growing profile of my activists and meets, literally cheating daily, I got on ******* and it became crazy, now any I'd do ******* like get other girls to wear her old lingerie but because she put weight on I'd feel so horny telling the girl and seeing their reaction when I tell them how much sexier and how my girl is this and that. Even thought she was truly amazing lol.
Okay guys, I thought back and tried to work it all out why I became so weak instantly, this is what I think.
1) bullied daily for a while in primary......by a black..............Girl. I know lol. I love strong attitude from a black person, perhaps from that.
Ok one day I met up with a girl, last minute when I pulled up literally, she said oh someone else is here for threesome, I nearly didn't go inside as was but nervous, you guys can tell me whether that's good or bad lol, just saying off topic how hot and weak I feel confessing this right now, amazing feeling.
Right, I walked in and focused on this porn star whore looking blonde girl, sweet I thought, all of a sudden, everything went dark, this guy was probably 6ft6, I'm say 5ft6. He towered over me, and said something I can't remember, then literally pushed me aside politely, and just claimed this girl, this feeling has just made me so hard instantly, so powerful ffs, my legs quivered, threat went dry then dribbled, but because I was this straight acting guy and never felt that before I just got myself together and joined in.
At one point he took he's cock out, i thought that s taking a long time to get out lol, this shiny dark muscley snake came out and I definitely dropped my jaw unconsciently but I know because a sound came out like oh my god.
I then because so in need sweetly under the right environment, that finally I managed to befriend someone who was on the site with a glory hole.
I was shaking on that day I went to this place. I didn't realise how much a cock could weigh, if you've seen and felt a around 10-12" of black meat you'd understand.
I sucked and worshipped this guy for one hour.
Afterwards I assumed I just was fascinated about the size, but no I asked questions to my friend, who was he.
He was a bouncer, wife, *******, and was a thug type tattooed prison ******* ect...I didn't realise what a dominant thuggy gangta black man could do to me, bear in mind I didn't see anything apart from the cock, but I felt power, this feeling makes me lose control and just want to suck lick worship constantly.
I then got into chem and lines off the cocks. I know! Bad but just being open
Wouldn't advise as two together is not to play with lol.
Guys, I'm just curious, are there and similar feeling anyone has been through or no of any one else.
Usually I have no patience to write thing like now, but this topic seems to excite me, I hate it but I don't if you know what I mean.
X
I began to get turned on by very arrogant girls and guys that would insult her, it turned me on constantly, now this is where it changes, Im mentioning this as it was the start of my sexual feeling which just grew.
I'd find myself on internet With a growing profile of my activists and meets, literally cheating daily, I got on ******* and it became crazy, now any I'd do ******* like get other girls to wear her old lingerie but because she put weight on I'd feel so horny telling the girl and seeing their reaction when I tell them how much sexier and how my girl is this and that. Even thought she was truly amazing lol.
Okay guys, I thought back and tried to work it all out why I became so weak instantly, this is what I think.
1) bullied daily for a while in primary......by a black..............Girl. I know lol. I love strong attitude from a black person, perhaps from that.
Ok one day I met up with a girl, last minute when I pulled up literally, she said oh someone else is here for threesome, I nearly didn't go inside as was but nervous, you guys can tell me whether that's good or bad lol, just saying off topic how hot and weak I feel confessing this right now, amazing feeling.
Right, I walked in and focused on this porn star whore looking blonde girl, sweet I thought, all of a sudden, everything went dark, this guy was probably 6ft6, I'm say 5ft6. He towered over me, and said something I can't remember, then literally pushed me aside politely, and just claimed this girl, this feeling has just made me so hard instantly, so powerful ffs, my legs quivered, threat went dry then dribbled, but because I was this straight acting guy and never felt that before I just got myself together and joined in.
At one point he took he's cock out, i thought that s taking a long time to get out lol, this shiny dark muscley snake came out and I definitely dropped my jaw unconsciently but I know because a sound came out like oh my god.
I then because so in need sweetly under the right environment, that finally I managed to befriend someone who was on the site with a glory hole.
I was shaking on that day I went to this place. I didn't realise how much a cock could weigh, if you've seen and felt a around 10-12" of black meat you'd understand.
I sucked and worshipped this guy for one hour.
Afterwards I assumed I just was fascinated about the size, but no I asked questions to my friend, who was he.
He was a bouncer, wife, *******, and was a thug type tattooed prison ******* ect...I didn't realise what a dominant thuggy gangta black man could do to me, bear in mind I didn't see anything apart from the cock, but I felt power, this feeling makes me lose control and just want to suck lick worship constantly.
I then got into chem and lines off the cocks. I know! Bad but just being open
Wouldn't advise as two together is not to play with lol.
Guys, I'm just curious, are there and similar feeling anyone has been through or no of any one else.
Usually I have no patience to write thing like now, but this topic seems to excite me, I hate it but I don't if you know what I mean.
X