Alternatives to hotwifing/cuck lifestyle

[Blkdreams88]

As with anything in life, nothing beats the real deal. I always want the best of everything if it's attainable. What if it isn't though? I have wanted my wife to be a hot wife or cuckoldress for a decade or so. It hasn't happened and I don't see it ever happening. Her sex drive has dropped significantly lower from the earlier years. She is 39 and I am 35. I still want to keep the fire alive and I'm trying every idea I come across. Wish me luck there lol. As far as fantasies and fetishes go, I obviously want what most of you guys want. Since I'm having a hard enough time getting one on one sex as much as I'd like to, I know that kinky sex is likely not going to happen. Do any of you have any alternatives for myself or other wannabe cucks to try and enjoy? I have a BBC dildo that we use from time to time but what satiates you as a man without fulfilling your deepest desire? Please share with us.