I want a relationship like anybody else does, really: a partner I like and respect, who is smart, fun to be around, with whom I share common interests, and who feels the same way about me.
But in the bedroom (not literally, of course, because everywhere), I would serve her sexually. I want to worship her feet, her ass, her pussy, her body.
I enjoy foreplay, sensual sex: kissing her, kissing her nipples, her neck, every erogenous zone on her body. I want to please her and I want her to not worry about pleasing me; making her happy, getting her off, is what gets me off.
But there will probably be some times when she just wants to get fucked, where instead of treated like a goddess she wants to be used like a slut. I expect that she'd want more variety than I, I hope that she does even.
I can't give that to her, it's just not something that interests me. That's when we would bring in a few big black men to help.
I would serve her, they would use her, she gets to have it all... and I get to both participate and watch; a mutually beneficial arrangement.
As long as I get to watch, and as long as he's black (or they are black), she could have sex with somebody else pretty much whenever she wanted. Hopefully I'd get to help; in my fantasies she'd let me go down on her while they fuck her, or she'd let me kiss her feet while she rode his Big Black Cock.
If you want to know more about me:
https://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=1487709&page=bio
My bio and the essays I've written are pretty comprehensive.
And I also have a twitter and a tumblr (the latter of which I mostly neglect):
https://twitter.com/BentForBlack
https://bentforblack.tumblr.com/archive