No such thing as a “single cuck”

[nd53]

My ex was having an affair for over a year, that I know of, I confronted her and just asked, let me be there and watch too. She denied the affair, kind of. And left 6 weeks later. No remorse from either of us, if she didn't want to be honest , it wasn't worth saving.
In short, was I a cuck? I was a willing participant only?

 

[cucksub4blk]

I suspect "single cuck" sometimes means "wannabe cuck," i.e., a guy who identifies with the lifestyle who is searching for a willing partner.